the sheep in ORANGE

Friday, December 23, 2005,5:17 PM

just came back from CIP... BORING!!! luckily zhang qian changed her shift... if not i will be damn bored... somemore with those people standing right in front of us and SMOKING!!! shit them manx... smoke smoke smoke... so smelly manx... dont understand why people wana pay to kill themselves by smoking... somemore harm the people around them... passive smoker will die sooner manx... cause when they breadth in they never puff out... they wana die soon is their business but why they wana hai others???!!! irresponsible and selfish bunch of people...
then rushed back to jurong point to catch my mr short-pants' performance... HE"S SOOO CUTE!!! hmmm... but i am still afraid to go up front to take photo with him... oh manx... haiz... feeling dui manx... or rather... very very very very *millions and millions and millions *billions and billions and billions of times hate myself manx... i just dont have to courage to do it... haiz... two different worlds of people... haiz... maybe my lack of courage make me do the right thing??? haiz... dont know la... just very sad right now... ='( i am so useless...
oh... finally thurdy contacted michelle... phew!!! but she's still very worried now... cause he still cant get to singapore... but thinking from the positive side... at least she knows that thurdy is safe... =) good luck to them... =)