the sheep in ORANGE
Monday, June 12, 2006,5:16 PM
I hate everyone.
I dislike almost everyone in squash.
Especially XXX but I still have to pretend I don't because she is the captain.
I detest some in my class.
They are so damn fake and irritating but I can't do anything about it.
I loathe everyone in mXXXXg.
They act as if they are of a superior English class but they just sucks and I am going to quit sometime soon.
I am disgusted by some ex-westwoodians.
People like XXinX, XXXin, XBX and LXXX. They just make me more sick every time I sees them.
I hate every thing.
No matter what I do, they just don't go right.
They don't go the way I wanted them to be.
They are always against me.
Others will say preserver on.
But they don't know how many times and how hard I tried.
I am tired of trying.
Sometimes in the middle of the night,
I feel so lost and empty that I hide in my bed and cry.
Not even my parents know that.
Maybe it's time for me to give up.
But utmost,
I hate and loathe myself.
I guess life will have been easier if I were to be more good-looking and with better brain.