Friday, February 01, 2008,12:56 AM
Woots! Did my last paper yesterday! Actually it was on Wednesday. Hmmm… I wouldn’t say I am totally exhilarated, it’s more of a mixture of emotions.
Complicated.
Relieved as all the projects, assignments and examination had come to an end and this tingling of sadness as poly life has come to an end along side with the projects, assignments and examinations. Which is equivalent to aging with no achievement and unclear future.
I am still living in the world of denial, refusing to face the fact that I am going to turn 20 this year. TWENTY! I am no longer a TEEN-ager! I am TY-ager! I will be entering the adulthood working world in like a few years time. And that’s if I am lucky enough to get into university else it will be like in a few months time?! And I haven’t a single clue what fields I want to get into. And even if hopefully I get into university, I am totally clueless which course I should chooses.
Oh man. Sigh sighing sighed.
And I will be missing SP. Miss the food courts, classrooms, laboratories, library, lecturer theaters, squash courts, teachers, technicians and definitely my friends! Never will I regret getting into SP! Met some real great people and friends over there, finding my passion for squash, getting the good habit of reading, had some great opportunities to learn and try something new, conquering A Math and even did Higher Mathematics and not forgetting those millions of trim and fit staircases!
Too tired to continue, going to hit the sack. Toodles.
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