the sheep in ORANGE

2009-11-29T03:09:00.007+08:00

To My Bacteria Darling,

Oh my… seems like we are both quite similar in a way that both of us like to admit to labels that don’t have our names stated on it.

Don’t be so humble. Your English is definitely way more proficient than mine! I had troubles trying to comprehend like one-third of the things you have written and at times I even had to search up the dictionary for those chimo-logy words you used. But then again, maybe I’ve overestimated you. You don’t seem to understand the meaning of ‘need not reply/ shoot back.’ Oh no wait. Now I remember! I advised you. Sorry, it’s my bad.

Aaawww! Then you really do care about me! You took time to type out the entire post to clarify the misconceptions that I had. That’s extremely sweet of you! You need not be shy. I know those things like you don’t care about me and my presence and you did not experience those emotions that I’ve mention are totally untrue.

The fact that you shot me back with that post shows that you actually minds what I commented about you. If you did not feel the dissonance, you would have just ignored my post and get on with your life, as you are not obligated to clarify things with me. But anyway, now you finally got a taste of getting judged by other people when they might not have the right facts huh?

The only reason you replied to my post is because you felt disturbed. A part of you know that what I said is true but another part of you was saying ‘damn that bitch, I can't let her win.’ Hence your beliefs contradict each other and so your emotions are in disharmony. So in order for you to regain the peace in your mind, you have to do something to restore the harmony. Just like what I am doing now.

If I tell you that I am unshaken by your post I’ll be lying. In fact I cried so badly that my girlfriends and Chee Wai got a shock when I phoned them up. And my girlfriend even had to drive all the way to my house to comfort me, telling me to ignore your comments and blah. Actually everyone told me to ignore you but due to my cognitive inconsistency, I can’t.

My mind agreed with what the rest told me to ignore you and rest the matter as you are just being your own self, but my pride does not wants me to do so. You know every time those cartoons will have those angel and devil side of each person? Usually, the devil will just kick the angel out of the picture ya? As usual, my evil pride won the debate. So though it’s a waste of my time, I have to write this post in order erase my belief inconsistency and to regain my emotional peace. By the way, no one thinks that you are playing the bad guy, you were just being truthfully you, the chee bai kia.

Oh ya, before I proceed with the post, I would like to sidetrack a little. Other than credits to my fat bouncy ass, my girlfriends are also a great bunch of lovelies huh!? Always there to back me up when I am at the verge, allowing me to rebound in the shortest time. Thanks babes! Love you all many many! *Muacks!* Yes yes and Chee Wai too. Laugh at his name for all you want. But let me tell you, though his lungs might be black and coated with nicotine, he has a redder and warmer heart compared to yours.

Okay so the root of the problem is you think I’m hungry for man? Whoa. You really get me confused mans. One moment is you felt unjust for Kim, then next cause I added your campmate on msn and now cause I’m a despo. Hmmm let me see. Seems like you are rather lifeless, like to poke your nose in others’ businesses. Other than the adding of Jason thingy, the rest does not involve any of your business.

Regarding your campmate, haven’t I explained umpteen times? Never mind. It’s alright. I understand it must be due to your pea-sized brain, or if you prefer birdbrain, that limits your ability to digest information. Hence, I shall be nice to repeat myself again, I added him for your darn birthday present! But sadly, he doesn’t comes online often and hence I have to contact him through his mobile for which I’ve obtain his number earlier. And I haven’t been harassing him, so do not be worried. There! I think I have made myself clear enough. Well, if it is due to your negative insistence trait that you refuse to take in information, then I can’t help you either.

Aiyo. Ya I confess I’m always hungry, hungry for food. That’s also the reason why I am so fat you see. Hmmm. But hungry for man ah? Neh. If I am hungry for opposite sex, I should be going around, adding all the guys, even those whom I am not aquatinted with but just merely heard of the names from another friend’s mouth. The key point is I did not add any of your other friends on MSN nor Facebook. Yeah. I know Heong Chee warned them off me. But I think both you and Heong Chee missed out another critical point that is I did not add them and it isn’t because they did not accept me. Oh right. I should keep in mind the size of your brain at all times.

Please don’t push me around, no other one actually thinks that I’m their parasite. I feel so lost without you. But then I have not gain anything from being your parasite, but you on the other hand had gain quite a lot of favors from me huh. Do you need me to list them out one by one? If you need, I am more than willing to do up the list for you when I have the time.

Hais. It is pretty depressing now that I’ve been downgraded to an ‘it’ as well. But I must say you have got no originality mans. Oh oh but the smile till my lips crack is quite funny though. Interesting! It was my first time seeing this type of description. I can’t picture anyone smiling till their lips crack! Well unless their lips are extremely dry and I doubt mine will cause I’m still using the strawberry lip balm I bought! Remember? Kissable lips!

Wrecks havoc in two camps and a bunch of guys? Just me? Alone? I marvel how you actually think I am capable of doing it. But thanks thanks. You made me sound like a true pro. Though you detest me to the core, yet you have such high opinions of me, really thank you very much.

Yes, you may say that my skin is like ultra super thick but a healthy dose of self-serving daily is always good for your self-esteem. My life will be really miserable if I were to view life too pessimistically. But of course it is commonsensical knowledge the effect of overdose is not very pleasant.

Side effects might include, ‘egoistic-ism,’ ‘hallucination,’ ‘bad-mouthing’ and many others. Example, the possibility of you going round gossiping about certain girl has a crush on you and when they don’t, you will go round saying she’s hungry for opposite sex. You must be mumbling WTF or swearing beneath your breath now huh? Well, that might not have been your initial agenda but it seems to be presented to me in such a way. It is like the situation that Heong Chee and I are in right now. Anyway, you need not poke in your nosey nose in this. Heong Chee and I will settle things ourselves if he is willing and has the intention to work things out. But I really have got no control if you want to lend a none helping hand.

Ya ya. I know the liberty of speech, thoughts and actions. And never have I restricted you eh. I am just expressing my thoughts of your actions. Like what you did likewise. So just go ahead and express yourself freely. You may continue your rude vile manner too, labeling me all sorts of name you like and don’t worry about me suing you for defamation. I am much more practical and realistic. I do not have that kind of money for court cases. Yeah.

Whoa make my life better ah? I am so threatened! How? You going to continue smearing my name? Strain my relationships with others? Call a gang to beat me up? Or unorthodox methods? Cursing me with voodoo dolls? Or or or!!! Punch me in my face?! It will be quite a sight to see a guy who doesn’t even dare to order Starbucks drinks, just because he haven’t ordered before, hitting a girl. But then again, I am so used to being scare. Hmmm. Let me think of a few examples. By roaches, lizards, animals, human and sometimes my own imagination! In other words, wo shi bei xia da de. I will very much like to see how you are planning on going to do about it.

Oh yeah. OUCH! Your arrow got me! But fortunately I drink Brand’s! The chicken essence that my all time favorite UTT and Lee Hom endorsed?! So I caught your arrow just that my hands hurt a little. Dang! I am beginning to follow your nonsensically style of writing. I really need to do something about it before it becomes a habit.

“Why do I have to be a gentlemen why I wanted to be nasty and harsh to a particular person,” “Your actions had always offended me, causing discomfort?” Inferring from those statements, so you mean you’ve seen right through me from the start? Hmmm. But your past actions shouted otherwise. Oh ya, we both had the wrong signals of each other. Then whoa, you are good, not only are you the miracle water, now you are the shen suan! You should really go outside the Guan Yin temple to set up your own store! Your business will sure to bloom! You should take this option into consideration, it might earn you big bucks!

And I noted that both of you only defended yourselves huh? So much of your righteousness for Kim. But one thing that I need to admit is, Kim is definitely the smartest one among us. She knows how to play her cards well, saying the right thing at the right time and to the right person. Have you noticed that throughout both posts I barely mentioned about her? Cause she did nothing for me to counter back. And unlike you, otherwise and not very wise either.

To Kim, that was a compliment by the way. And for old times’ sake, I shall just let you know how I feel la. I think it is quite doubtful as to if you can really trust bacteria. Speaking from personally experience, he might just turn his back on you with some vague and absurd reasons the next moment. He said he will not do it to any other of his friends so let’s just hope he will not do this to you la. Yeah.

With regards to your birthday, no it was not because my schedule was tight and I am unsure who you did you heard it from. But oh wells, I just thought the absence of Ah Zhou and I will be your best birthday present. Initially, Ah Zhou and I was planning to attend and we were vexing about what present to give you but then after a series of discussions and some persuasions from a couple of people, since you hate the sight of me and Ah Zhou tends to get all the attention wherever she goes, we then finally came upon the decision of not attending so that you will thoroughly enjoy your birthday. Hope you had a blast on your celebration and happy belated birthday. Hope you will always be as happy as now; you really deserve it after doing so much to get bacteria and Zhijian. Yeah yeah.

I am truly grateful to you too for introducing me to this group of great people. Jun De, Jing Mei, Hou Teck, Ya Hong. Other than Xiang, Ah Zhou, Gloria and Chee Wai, they are the ones whom have always been there to cheer me up. Yes, I love them too. *Huggies*=) Oh not forgetting Zhijian too. Though I am clueless on what his thoughts are as he has been keeping mum all this while, I still love him. He just has the X-factor la. So, my heartfelt appreciation for your gesture. Thanks.

And actually we have a question for you that puzzled us for quite some time, it’s an observation that all of us made. Why did you keep hanging on, insisting that we are you besties girlfriends when it is obvious that you weren’t happy when you were out with us and placed Zhijian and bacteria at the top priority?

Back to you, bacteria darling, you really do know me inside out huh! Yes. My lifeline is shorter than most of the people so I shall most probably die before you. And double yes, thanks again, I will definitely rest in peace. I’ll go to heaven and be able to see God and Jesus or Buddha and Guan Yin Ma. I have yet to decide my faith but I’ll figure out before I die la. However, for you, I am not sure if I’ll be able to meet you in heaven.

With your this mouth, saying those that I love will commit suicide, cursing a total stranger whom have never offended you nor met you? There’s quite a high possibility you will see Hades of Hell instead. Ooopsy daisy! *Slap my own mouth* Later I might meet you there too. It will be a great time for us to catch up but I don’t want. I like the idea of heaven better, ideal afterlife living place. =)

Oh mans, it really came to me as a surprise that I can write such long posts leh. This post has exceeded 2000 words again. You are such an inspiration to me. Oh wells, man, I’m deadbeat. I ought to turn in soon.

Oh ya ya last point and this is important, please don’t be sorry, you did not disappoint me. You indeed really live up to your name of being the most fucked up gay ever. It’s quite unbearable to see you getting upset especially when I once truly loved you. Oh before your imagination runs wild again, I loved you as a friend. Yeah. So please do cheer up, you did live up to my expectation. =)

So I supposed I’ll be hearing from you soon again? Though you said that will be your last clarification, but I bet you will miss me. You wrote back to me as soon as you came back from your Thailand exercise, with lightning speed! Feel free to write to me again But it might take a little while for me to reply you especially this period of time; all my assignments are tests are coming in. I know your opinion of SIM is quite low but we still do have work to do. We are not as relax as what you think. Or maybe if I were to be bored and lifeless as you, I just might reply you too. But if I happened to find a life, 50% 50% of chances, this might be the last time you hear from me.

Frankly speaking, in my opinion, the best option is just keep your dissatisfactions of me within yourself and I’ll hold my silence too. Though you might not dread all these, I am really sick and tired. So if you can do it, just pretend that we’ve never known each other. If Yan can cook, so can you! I’ll miss you as a friend previously but try not to miss me!

Toodle-loo (To The Loo)!

Regards,
Your lost and confused parasite =)

THE PARASITE

2009-11-07T21:46:00.010+08:00

To Whom It May Concern,

Inhuman. Bitch. Wretch. Bastard. Shrewd. Slut. Hypocrite. Heartless. Full of motive. Crafty. Scheming. Nuisance. Flirty. Liar. Eyesore. Parasite.

Is that all? Is that the best you can do? Or did you run out of vocabularies? Do you need my help? Oh I doubt I can be of any help to you cause my command of the English language is not as excellent as yours and after all, I'm a parasite to you, what use can I be of? But and also most importantly, I've passed the age of labeling people with awful names. So not to worry, I won't not call you names like jerk or bastard or son of a bitch. And of course, your mom has did nothing to me so it isn't right for me to insult her. But I can't guarantee that though. I might get overly upset, but I'll try my very best not to call you any unpleasant names.

Oh ya. You said that I'm a bastard right? Sorry to disappoint you. Bastard is mainly used in the context for males and plus my parents got married before having me so I am not an illegitimate child. Therefore, in either definitions, I don't exactly fit into the category of bastards.

Alright, I shan't beat around the bush anymore; I'll just come straight to the point. Who do you think you are to insult me? Plus what authority do you have to call me a piece of trash? I have not do anything untoward you and not even my parents have ever scolded me all these. So who are you? I've kept my silence all this while does not mean that I am guilty-conscious nor does it mean that you can climb over my head and insult me. The sole reason I did not shoot you back aggressively was only because I do not want Jun De, Jing Mei and Hou Teck to be placed in a difficult position. However, since this time you've pushed me over the edge and that my feet ran out of ground, so I just thought that you should not just get away easily nor will I leave any leeway for you.

Alright, you said I'm these, I'm that but can I question you, what have I did that crashes with your interest?

Did I even do anything at all? Oh wells, probably I have amnesia. Kind of depressing huh? I have bipolar disorder too, which I am not even aware of until you mentioned, I am a 2-face slut. I am down with so many illnesses; I guess I won't be living for long. That's cynicism in case if you failed to catch that.

Frankly speaking, I am totally clueless about what triggered your verbal assault against me. Okay, I know what you are thinking now, 'acting innocent.' For god's sake! Am I that dumb to act blur and not do anything about it to let you continuously insult me!? Whatever that you might be thinking, I truly don't know what is going on except for the heartless part.

I was thinking perhaps was due to my absence during the birthday celebration that you labeled me the heartless one. I supposed that should be it la but talking about me being heartless, I don't think you fit to say that. And you very well should know the reason.

You also did not turn up for Jun Zhang's birthday, giving the reason that you need to go elsewhere to another mate's? My big fat ass! I am not sure the exact reason you gave, but that was not what I saw. I saw you, Zhijian and Kim at Suntec City at about 6+pm, walking towards the food court and you were carrying your newly bought DSLR. Uh huh! That explains the evil aura you felt behind you that day ya!? Oh and if I remember correctly, Jun Zhang did went down specially for your birthday celebration! Not that this is any of my business especially when Jun Zhang, he himself did not mind; so who am I to comment? I know my place very well. But since you brought it up, so it will not be nice of me to disrupt the topic ya?

Anyway, back to the topic. If Kim really mean for me and my girlfriend to go for her birthday celebration, she would have called us up halfway into the celebration to check our whereabouts or are we coming. But sadly, not even a single text message and just so I heard, she seemed even happier. In our hearts, you and I both know that she just asked for the sake of asking and so that she won't be viewed as the cold-blooded one. And may I kindly point out that, in the first place, she was the one who made her stand, requesting you guys to make a choice between she and I and that she doesn't want to go out when I am going, in other words, she doesn't want to be anywhere near me. Then now she is inviting me to her party. Isn't it ironic? But you know what is the weird thing that I can't explain? I actually did bring along her invitation with me the day before I went out.

Another point that I need to address is, please do not judge my girlfriends when you do not even know them. You deemed my girlfriend is in the wrong for not driving Kim back home ya? FYI, it is only a 10-15 minutes walk from my girlfriend's place to Kim's place. You might counter saying it is unsafe for a girl at night! Of course I know it is dangerous for a girl to walk alone at night but she has walked back home all the way from my place at 1+am 2am. Though I offered to let her stay over, she insisted on walking back home. And when my parents advised her to take a cab home, she felt that my parents were irritating and just asked me to tell my parents ya she's taking cab. And you should know that my place is so much more further. So what is a 10 - 15 minutes walk compared to that?

Okay, that sounded a little uncompassionate, but oh wells, I don't really care about what your opinion anymore. And and and you aren't present at the scene, you don't even know what happened exactly, so who are you to determine the verdict of my girlfriend?

Plus this is another thing that you are in an inappropriate position to comment. Remember that time when we shared cab home? Instead of sending Kim and I, the girls, home first, you dropped yourself off first instead. But of course I understand since we were already at Kranji, it's only logical to go to your place first else it will cost even more with the midnight charges. So that is not my main concern. The main thing is instead of asking if I've safely reached home, the first thing you asked was the cost of the cab fare. Ha! So much of a gentlemen huh you? It actually kind of surprised me that you felt unjust for Kim. Da Bao Bu Ping? Ha?

Honestly, you are just being blinded. You just think that I am madly in love with you and you are being too afraid that it might be true. Please! If I really do, I will most probably be crazy and in depression now after all you have done. Just like what happened when Zhijian rejected Kim. Will I still be here rebutting you? Com'on.

Face it. Initially, you were using the Kim's excuse to cover up your accusation of me so as to avoid me and to justify what you were doing aren't against your conscience. But right now, you've fell completely into the persona that you have created and you actually think that everything you claimed are real. The technical term for it is ‘Self-Fulfilling Prophecy.’

It just like the time during Jing Mei's birthday, when Nicholas said that Kim is seeking attention in a sarcastic manner. She claimed that all of you guys heard it but did nothing to help her out and got upset and left. But none of you guys actually heard it. It is because she has the mindset that she was being ignored all the time, which is false, therefore she fell into her role of being an isolated person, and believed that you guys are ignoring her so she got upset and left. But in my view, even if you really heard it, you also would have done nothing cause you wouldn’t know how to react. Let’s have another more generalized example, it's like when Jun De always complains that he dreads going back to camp, he's feeling sick. He falls into the role of being a sick person, believing that he is having the fever symptoms and the next moment he is really sick.

You ought to think that I am crapping but you are in denial. You have the trials of negative insistence. By the way, Jun De and Zhijian! No offends huh, I love you two damn a lot. *HUGGIES!*=))

And matter of fact, don't you deny that you were also one of us who thought that Kim was acting weird and you were scared of her. All of a sudden, your attitude just has an overhaul. What a drastic change overnight huh? Ha. The one and only person, in the clique, who truly cared for Kim throughout the whole period wholeheartedly, I in my opinion was only Heong Chee.

You just name me 5 things that I have done untoward you and Kim respectively. I'm not asking for a hundred just merely 5 for each of you. In my memory, I did nothing to offend you so why are you insulting me and tainting my reputation in front of a bunch of strangers? Recalling back, don't you think all along you were the one attacking me and I kept myself I won't say very but rather low? You were the one who started all these nonsense and yet you called me a nuisance? Ha ha. Contradicting.

All the things that you have did, insults, spoiling my name and even blocked me from viewing Facebook photo album, reflects extremely badly, lowly, despicably and cowardly on you.

In my personal opinion, I think the Facebook thing is the most hilarious one. Hello!? How old are you?! You seem to only have the mentality of a 6 years old kid. You know what stories does my Primary 1 tuition kid always tells me? 'I no want to friend this girl! So I am not sharing anything with her!' You are acting in the exact same manner. Grow up la, don’t be so childish.

Oh ya and my tuition kid likes to imitate the sound of a chicken too. COCKLESS-doodle-do! You've got chee bai, no balls. If you dare you should just talk to me face to face instead of hiding behind your computer, ranting some inaccurate nonsense. Hum chee, in layman terms.

I am pretty certain that you are hopping mad right now but you know what? Don't even bother to shoot me back another email/ blog entry/ msn nick/ Facebook status. If you have the guts, come talk to me in person. Bring it on. I'll wait for you, anytime.

For Kim's case, everyone is clear that she just dislikes me being closed to Zhijian and you. So no matter what I do disturbs her. Just because I'm out of the picture, and you are by her side, all of a sudden, she enjoys her learning experience, no more suicidal intention and her world is back in place again. Whoa amazing! You seem like SK II, the miracle water! Ha. Senseless huh?

Right from the very beginning, she should know that she will lose her girlfriends after she has pulled this stunt. Then now saying what friendships are brittle? Ha ha? And trust me, she's the most happy person now that the friendship between you and I turned sour.

Shall we have a bet? Wait till Zhijian and you have got your own partners and have no time to chap her? She will act up again. I am 80% positive about that. And till then, let's see what you are going to do and who will be the next to sacrifice.

As for all the other names that you have called me, I am a little lazy to clear up your allegations la and they don't really bothers me. Of course initially I was infuriated, emotionally disturbed, so you actually did achieved your motive of bring me down, you should be glad, congratulations on that. But after some sorting out of thoughts, I actually think that they were sort of compliments to me. One must possess certain qualities for them to be a scheming, crafty shrewd/ bitch/ slut. One must definitely be of high intelligence and be fierce and feisty for them to be all-in-one. I never knew I have all these qualities! Thanks for having such a high opinion of me.

This entry is getting way too long, it exceeded 2000 words. I should really end off soon. I seriously feel neither of you should waste your effort to reply unless is face-to-face talk. I am getting tired of all these, it seems like never-ending and it’s tremendously time-consuming. I've got a life too, my life don't only revolves around you two and so hence, pardon me for the delay in this reply. So if you both want to end everything, just end it here cause I am also in disbelieve about the existence of people like you two on earth.

To end off this essay, I have got a piece delightful news for you, twit! I'm not going to Hong Kong with you! 'Ha. Even better. I'll be happier for this trip losing this eyesore.' This is your reaction now right?! Your typical immature behavior. Oh the last point, thank you for thinking that I irk you every moment. It's very flattering of you to think about me every single second. Okay since I'm a parasite, you are the lowest living life form. I think I am extremely kind to say that you are a living thing and not an 'it,' while my girlfriends already called the other party an 'it.' So goodbye, bacteria! You suck more than I do! =)

Regards, Your Eyesore

2009-11-05T08:00:00.001+08:00

Oh wells. Wasn't expecting anything less from the most childish and most fucked up gay ever.

2009-10-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

A person goes through a series of decisions making before deciding to give help to someone in need. The factors that affect the decision process in Latane and Darley’s cognitive model.

Under pluralistic ignorance, wake up.
Diffusion of responsibility, coward.

Interesting topic.

Chen Jialiang’s concert was surprisingly hilariously good. Ha ha! Ah Zhou, just wait a few more years luh. Ha ha! =x

Kobi kun is so adorable that I want to take him home with me! Xiang, please come back soon so I can go see him! =DD

Hearts hearts Mr. McDonald’s Hot Fudge Sundae. =)
Listening to: Pixie Lott – Band Aid

2009-10-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

Will you do things that will inflict grief pain to a total stranger upon someone’s instructions without any benefits? I’m pretty sure most answer will be ‘no,’ and the answer that came straight to my mind was a NO as well but I changed my view after watching this.

Most people will oblige to an authority figure and even to the extent of going against their conscience as they will rest the responsibility of the consequence on the authority figure. Stanley Milgram’s Experiment on Obedience. Amazing, isn’t it?! =x

Xiang! This is the song that I asked you to listen! Embers by Just Jack. I like it la. Thought maybe you might like it. =x

Toodles.

2009-10-07T01:22:00.002+08:00

eccentric senseless illogical hopeless.

LOVES McFly. =D

2009-09-18T14:30:00.001+08:00

I am always the cause of your agony. You know what?! I've had enough. Have a good life.

2009-08-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

Greetings earthling!

I am able to finally ease a load of my mind! AHM is O.V.E.R! =D I was frantic for like the past 2 weeks before this event cause I wasn’t uncertain of my ability and the fear of losing to aunties. Wahaha! Oh wells! Jas is presently trying to get me into running Standard Chartered with her. That’s complete madness! I was mad enough to let her talked me into running AHM with her! =x

But frankly speaking, though deadbeat, the sense of accomplishment after the run was extremely satisfying, plus overtaking those walking NSF was really errrmm hahaha! They are damn lazy. And Lionel happened to be one of them! Haha! And I think it’s pretty funny that Daniel joined the 6km fun run. =x Oh wells… I just might reconsider if I want to participate in Standard Chartered Marathon but it is kind of expensive and the sponsor this year is New Balance. =( Oh wells.

Sort out thoughts.

Toodles!

2009-08-05T01:07:00.003+08:00

Planning to go to Brisbane to look for Xiang and Gloria and ride Xiang’s Mini Cooper S! Xiang mentioned need to emphasize on the ‘SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS’. =x Xiang is super duper whoopy COOL! =D

I think I might want to back out for the AHM. I am afraid. Darn afraid. But I’ve paid. =x Contemplating. =x

Things are getting complicated. I haven’t lost my fear of falling. My Chemical Romance is my source of healing. Yeah but I got to admit they are a bit noisy at times la. =x Wahahaha!

Odd thing. People whom aren’t close treat me better than those whom are.
At the bottom of the pit.

2009-08-03T02:44:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody… just a short note.

Special thanks to Jing Mei for skipping her Japanese lesson to come for my birthday celebration and waking up early to get me the flowers =), Hou Teck for missing a day of earnings too and Yahong for missing her badminton game with Wei Heng. Tons of appreciation right from the bottom of my heart. So yeah.

Thanks to Ruey Tyan, Yuan Han, Wan Zhen and Jun Yi for the birthday treat at the posh yet small serving restaurant as well as the Gucci Envy Me. Love the Gucci box! =D

Truckloads of thanks to Ah Zhou, Kim, Xiang and Gloria for the extra birthday celebration with me and also the individual celebrations with Ah Zhou, Xiang and Gloria. I shall post up the photos when I am not feeling sluggish. And though I missed the phone calls but I would still like to thank Xiang and Gloria for calling me all the way from Australia to send their love and greetings. Love all the ‘top –to-toes’ presents but Ah Zhou should not have spent so much on me la. =x Love you all! =D

Many many many thanks to Kenneth for accompanying me to the music showcase on just a few hours notice in advance on Saturday. Loads of thanks to Chee Wai for directing my way. =)

Misses to Xiang and Gloria. =(( Hais.

Toodles.

2009-07-27T01:41:00.001+08:00

Greetings earthlings!

Since my brother and my dad were watching the game just now, I thought I might as well just join in and watch and as expected, Singapore lost to Liverpool in the match just now. Hmmm… I don’t know if I should be disappointed or delighted. =x Thrilled cause Liverpool won! WOOHOO! One of my favorite football club since like primary school?! Back then was because of Michael Owen but now Jamie Carragher! But at the same time team Singapore seemed kind of poor thing. Though they were on their home ground but they didn’t have the home ground advantage cause everyone was cheering for Liverpool! =x It was kind of upsetting that the marginal lost was so huge, but in my opinion, I think Singapore did a great job in defending for the first half of the game. Yeap. And YEAHS to Jamie Carragher! =D

My lastest discovery, adding on to Zac Efron, Kibum, Hyun Joong and not so many is Thomas Fiss of Varsity Fanclub formerly. =x Checkout their song, Future Love, from their self-titled album Varsity Fanclub! “There’s just something about our future love, future love, future love…”

Need to resume my training for AHM! Have been slacking off for the past 2 weeks. =x Wahaha!

I love Liverpool! And Singapore’s birthday is nearing! How random! Oh wells! Toodles! =D

2009-06-26T01:53:00.003+08:00

Greetings from Earth to all the earthlings!

Upon my dearie, Xiang’s request, I am here to share my 21st McDonald’s Birthday Party Celebration with you you you you you, those whom aren’t able to attend!

I have only invited less than the sum of my fingers and toes people. Oh wells! Adding on to certain reasons, I have only intended for a small group gathering ma. So yeah.

The party commenced at 1030am… well… weren’t exactly so la. It was supposed to be 11am but haha! Need to be there earlier ma. Hurhur. I did not bluff them. =x

Started off with Musical Chairs and Gerald was the winner then after which, we had to form a train line and go to wash our hands before our Happy Meal. We were required to make the train sound on the way to the toilet but it was kind of embarrassing and all of a sudden I forgotten how a train sound like. =x Hurhur! =x Then we played this Paper Island thingy game whereby we had to swim around and get onto those pieces of paper once the music stopped. Gerald was damn cute la! He swam like a dinosaur and he won for this game as well! But frankly speaking, I doubt he had any idea what was going on we were literally pulling and dragging him around. =x Followed cut cake eat cake. The Bakerzin cake was kind of wasted and it was a little expensive. Oh wells. Never mind and Gerlynn was extremely cute! She ate till like a dirty pussycat?! She was super cute la! Even Kenneth and Chee Wai commented that she is prettier than me. =( Jealous. =x Wahaha! Then goodie bag goodie bag. Then presents flowers card! I was slightly taken aback when Jing Cai darling presented me with the flowers and card cause my total attention was on the feedback form until I saw him and something from my peripheral view. I was pleasantly and extremely surprised la! All my favorites leh! =DD

Party ended and we headed to Holland V, Settlers, but it was nowhere to be found! Xiang la! You keep telling me carpark and mama shop. Don’t have la! So we ended up at Cold Rock instead! YEAH! I finally sat on the swinging seat! =D Blah blah blah. Then next stop SMU, Settlers, played some boring game cause I am absolutely clueless about how to play, the charade more fun, my forte. Hur hur! =x Blah blah blah. Dinner. Blah blah blah. Home! =D

The sunflower photo was excellently taken, it was well-composed using the Rule-of-Thirds and of course it's taken by me! I am damn good la! Wahaha! And the expression on Heong Chee and Kim in the picture below is damn classic! Wahaha! =x

Many thanks to every single one of you who made yourself available for me and taking time to make the card. Special thanks to Kok kok, Jing Cai, Zhijian, Junde, Heong Chee and Kenneth!

Kenneth: Even though he insisted on coming, I felt real bad for asking him to come. He seemed unease but still, I am glad he came. =D

Heong Chee: Thanks for changing your shift for me and thanks for tagging cute guys along huh! Though I thought they looked the same cause they were passed by too fast le. But BOO YOU for not asking along my cute 1! =x

Junde: Thanks for vacant-ing yourself one month before! I was really touched leh when he come texting me when I want to celebrate my birthday then he will ask the person to put him off duty. =x *Huggies!*

Kok Kok: Thanks huh sweetie! I know you’ve put in a lot of effort in the card. Scrambling around with the green paper bag, sourcing for materials and trying to hide the green paper bag. I love the card la! =D All the sunflowers and the bumble bees! Thanks babe! =D *Huggies!*

Zhijian: Thanks for bringing your digital SLR to take photos of the pretty me leh! Wahaha! I know it was heavy! =x Now let me guess! You want to say you just want to take Gerald’s and Gerlynn’s photos right!? Boo you! BLEAH! Thanks for taking your Monday off for me too huh! Wahaha! =D *Huggies!*

Jing Cai: Thanks for honoring your words for making me the card ah! Hee! I really like got the music music. =DD Hee! Thanks for bring Gerald and Gerlynn! I know tough to keep an eye on both of them. And I really appreciate you being there in particularly when you will be going on course the following day. If I you I will be too emo to do anything and for that, double huggies! =D

This might not be the best party ever but thank you every one of you for being present and all the things you guys had done. Though I had to share the limelight with Gerald and Gerlynn, those things made me feel special. It was the best birthday to date for me. =DD Yeah yeah. =D THANK YOU, YOU YOU YOU AND YOU! =D

Toddles!

P.S. Xiang! 1 more day! =D Steamboat soon! =DD But we will have to quarantine you for a few days before that! Wahaha! =x

Update update

Heal the world, make it a better place. For you and for me and the entire human race.
In memories of the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. =(( He might be eccentric from time to time but he was my childhood hero. May he Rest In Peace.

2009-06-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings!

I just signed myself up for a period of tortures. I ought to slap myself for agreeing to it. Dang it! Hais. Oh wells. Go girl! Conquer the 10K! Yeah yeah! =x

GSS is here! And the Gucci sale is now on! YEAH!!! Checking it out and not forgetting Loewe and Emporio Armani! I am so going to get that Emporio Armani watch if it’s on discount! Waiting… just waiting. Wahaha!

Intended to catch Alien VS Monster last week with ITP mates but it was kind of late. Hais. Sorry mans. I spoiler. =x

Before I end my post, Happy Birthday Michelle! And Happy Birthday to my adoring Hyun Joong! =DD

Toodles! Need to motivate myself to jog jog jog. =x

2009-05-29T03:04:00.004+08:00

Was discussing with Chee Wai about setting goals and achieving them; it always cracks me up previously when he mentioned he wants to be a DHL driver but now he is saying he actually aims to get into university. It just never crossed my mind that he aspires to at least obtain a degree. It isn’t that I doubt his ability but he just doesn’t like to study and with his family conditions it somehow doesn’t permits him. Told coach about it and he actually finds Chee Wai is quite an admirable person, having targets and working towards them. Yeah yeah, with total agreement, I really have to applaud Chee Wai for that mans. Rooting for my buddy mans! =D I’ll put in my 101% effort to help him pull up his GPA by at least a teeny weeny bit! =x

Hung out with Jas in the evening, had some girly chat, bought CHOCOLATES and went for SHOPPING SPREE!!! YEAH!!! Hail to retail therapy and GSS! =DD We purchased Christina’s cutesy pink Nike top! Talking about Christina, haven’t seen Christina and Richard for like ages! Misses these two adorable Korean kids. =x

Going jogging tomorrow noon, need to shed some pounds, had been eating a lot lately. =x And might been joining the AHM with Jas. Nah. Shall consider again, kind of lazy. =x Have the urge to attend the Paya Lebar Airbase Runway Cycling thingy event but none seems interested and paiseh to ask Kenneth to go with me. And frankly speaking the rental is expensive la. Oh wells. =(

H1N1 has invaded Singapore! Oh my, must be more cautious and avoid crowds. =x

Now that I’ve completed the series, feels empty without my Hyun Joong. =(( Turning in, toodles.

P.S. Have the crave to eat Korean instant ramen now! =x And Xiang! I'm waiting for you to bring me to eat the jajangmyun when you come back ah! =x
P.P.S SAFRA will be opening on Saturday! Oh yeah! =D

2009-05-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

Greetings earthlings!

This is an absolute must watch! Freaking hilarious!

Just wanted to share this video, shall update again next time. Worn-out my energy from this morning’s training. Toodles!

P.S. MY HYUN JOONG IS DARN CUTE! =DD

2009-05-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

OMG! Xiang I love you darn much la!!! *SQUISHY HUGS!!!* You downloaded episode 1 -17 for me! You don’t know how grateful I am! I love Queen S and Queen B! B and Chuck should be an item mans! We will catch it together during my birthday steamboat after you return mmmkays!? Oh yeah. I just posted the mail this morning, so you should be receiving the letter probably later this week or early next week? Yup! =D XOXO, Gossip Girl.

I am pretty sure you guys have notice the recent obnoxious hideous Bengs’ trend of wearing split colors pants. Guess what!? I’ve found their ancestor!

I wasn’t aware that Ah Bengs are into Retro. =x The Bengs look repulsive in those pants but HAILS TO JACKSON 5! Wahaha! =D

Just a random note. It has been around a year plus since graduation and SP has had a major overhaul! Enlarged main library, new FC 2 garden and new air-conned FC 5 with SUBWAY! Plasma flat screen TVs everywhere! Gosh! Come to think of it, it was my school fees and I did not get the chance to enjoy these privileges. Sad. Devastated! =x

Anyway, delighted to meet Ming Woei after so long and… Mr. Francis Teo was awarded with the Excellence in Teaching 2008 title! Thrilled! I nominated for him one leh! Those judges must have been impressed by my outstanding essay of Mr. Francis Teo! Wahahaha! Kids la! But Mr. Francis Teo is well deserved of that award. Yeah. =D

Toodle loos! =D

2009-04-25T01:26:00.006+08:00

Greetings earthling.

Does anyone of you know the feeling whereby the someone whom matters the most to you and whom you cherish the most treats you like bollocks and that the rest of the world is more important to that person compared to you? It is heart-wrenching, heartbreaking, heartrending and poignant. The feeling absolutely sucks. Floccinaucinihilipilification.

I am having second thoughts about having my birthday celebration. Instead of it, I should perhaps save that sum of money and go to Australia with Xiang when she is returning for her new semester. Perhaps a getaway is better than … Yeah. No one cares anyway. Oh wells. Still considering.

I think this, below, is beautiful.

That is my favorite part for Love Story as well.

Alrighty, hitting my slumber sack. Toodles.

P.S. Xiang, let me know when you receive the package. =D

2009-04-05T01:29:00.003+08:00

Haha! I just love this picture! Look at her distinct jawline, soft white skin, strong biceps and hairless armpit!!! Who doesn't yearn for it!?

Love you la, sweetie! Made my day! I shan't be so mean and draw your armpit hair la! Will write and mail to you, Gloria's and your tooth brushes soon! But what kind of head do you want? Small medium large? Soft or hard?

Miss you all already la! Video conference again next time! =D

Toodles!!!

2009-03-16T23:23:00.001+08:00

Good Morning Earthlings!

Yes, that’s right! I should be sleep now but I would just like to drop a quick note to wish our beloved Zhijian a Happy 21st Birthday! That’s right, today is Zhijian’s 21st birthday and he is extremely old. So may you be blessed with happiness and health ah! And may you be like me get prettier everyday ah!

I think this montage is done up rather badly but oh wells… my brain isn’t functioning at the max in the middle of the night or rather early in the morning. Hur hur!

I should turn in already… so… Happy Birthday la! *HUGS!* =DD Enjoy sleeping through your birthday ah! =x Toodles! =D

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Was exhilarated when I received Xiang and Gloria’s phone call! Miss you both so damn much la!

Bear with the dire Chinese food over there ah! We shall go eat Rochor tau hwee, free flow of Xiao Long Bao and chill at Ah Mei Kaya Toast, filling you all up with the excruciating details of the stories when you girls return back home okay!?!?

I’ll have my phone by me next time so I wouldn’t miss your call! Love you girls! =DD

At times, like this I miss you all even more. =((

2009-02-19T22:33:00.009+08:00

Hello earthlings.

In my opinion, the level of awkwardness a silence gets is a gauge of the relationship. A silence does not rather bother when you are comfortable with the person next to you. You will not have the pressure of constantly having to think about things to talk about because you know he/ she will not mind the absence of conversation and instead, peacefully enjoy each other’s company.

However, concurrently, it may not be an errorless measurement. At times, people just do not share similar sentiments with each other. One may feel extremely at ease with the companion but the companion may feel wholly opposite.

Hur hur. Just a random thought when I came crossed someone else’s blog. Quite an interesting guy. Yeah. =)

Out of his wills, Mr. Tong was being forced to OOC. Aiyaya… poor thing. Hope that his surgery will go well. Yeah. =x And he better be well cause I have yet to DAZZLE him with my chic, elegant and sophisticated French Connection timepiece! Wahahaha! =x Hur hur. Nah. Just hope that he will get well soon. =))

The final blow. Only a masochist could love a narcissist. Toodles!

2009-02-13T17:41:00.016+08:00

Hello earthlings.

Xiang and Gloria have departed for Australia the day before. Haiz. Feeling kind of depress right now. Nah. I did not let my tears flow while we were at the departure hall but I would not guarantee that if I were to hug Gloria too. I hesitated, in fear that I might burst into tears. Guess I am used to Xiang going overseas frequently? But little did it hit me that this time Xiang will be away for 4 months instead of the usual 2 weeks. Sourness gushing through my heart. Darn it. I think I am going to cry soon. Haiz. But oh wells, Xiang! Please be reminded I won the bet ah! Hur hur! =D

You and Gloria take care of each other ah! I am certain that Gloria will take care of you la, you protect sizzling hot Gloria ah! I miss Gloria too. =( Xiang, you study hard and beware of GUYS! No wait girls too. I think your brothers damn funny la! Yala yala. You damn shuai! So be wary ah! =x

Seems like everyone is leaving aboard. =( Gladys will be flying off to Australia tomorrow as well and it is Valentines’! Poor thing. Shit. Considering if I should squash tomorrow. =x Back to the topic, I am going to miss Gladys! Miss gossiping session during squash training and dinner after squash training with her and Joseph. Miss nosey MSN chat with her. Haiz.

Miss mahjong-ing with Gloria. =( And I will give Gloria a big hug when she gets back and this time fright not of crying! =D

MISS YOU, MY SWEETIE, XIANG! Awaiting for my birthday present from Australia when you get back home. I will try to honor my word and get my driving license within these 4 months. So I'll be able to take over you when we are out and you are exhuasted. But no promises on the boyfriend part. =x People no want me, I also bobian. You go scout for me a tall, rich, handsome and nice angmoh boyfriend la. Hurhur. LOVES! *SQUISHY HUGS*

P.S. See I told you all using the kam as the background was an excellent idea! Damn festive la! Even Xiang's mom loves the kam! Wahahaha! =D

2009-01-24T00:45:00.002+08:00

Sure, I might have been rude to interrupt a conversation but I see nothing wrong to drag a friend out of a being trapped by a pesky salesman situation. It is an auto-reaction. And I certainly do not need so random stranger to educate me on manner. I feel that it is an insult rather than advice. Manner is something that I really do mind, so I am firm that I do not need an ah beng to preach me about it especially with his pseudo “I am a new and changed soul” attitude which is absolutely annoying. I swear I would have stayed on and argue with him if I could. So what if he is full of tattoos. Uncivilized vile pig he is!

Anyway, I am here to wish my sweet, Happy Birthday! =DD

Toddles! I LOVE GERALD SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! =DD

2009-01-18T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hello every earthling!

I am here to post up my New Year resolution for 2009! I am aware that it is kind of late but oh wells… just like the zZZ monster, the lazy bug caught hold of me! =x But it is the beginning of 2009 ya? Do you agree!? Wahaha!

Anyway, unlike the previous few years where I had dozens of plan, I just have maybe five things on my mind?

Point 1
Jian fei! Yes! I have been or at least I think, putting on a few pounds lately since my gym membership expired and I have no intention of renewing imminently due to my shortage of cash, so I think it will be quite tough to achieve. I will try my best then. Wahaha!

Point 2
Passing my examinations in May/ June, so I need not waste my mommy’s money to retake the papers the following year. Yeah yeah.

Point 3
Obtain my driving license. I mean it! And I will return Jing Cai’s book soon… REAL soon! But no gurantee... =x I hope. =x Wahahaha!

Point 4
Get gazillion ang baos during the coming Lunar New Year to make me a millionaire. And may my family be healthy and pray for my dad to strike 4D. Yeah yeah.

Point 5
Find a rich handsome and nice boyfriend, marry myself off and enjoy my fu tai tai liftstyle! Wahahaha!

4 and 5 are rather unrealistic but oh wells! Hur hur! Toddles! =DD

2008-12-31T04:06:00.004+08:00

Hello earthlings! Shall give you all a quick update for the past week events that happened before I proceed on to the real lengthy entry.

Yeah yeah! Those guys finally passed out from their BMT course, got posted to different units and were kind of upset with the result of their posting. Feeling especially bad, knowing that there isn’t anything within my capabilities that I can do. Oh wells… cheering on for them still. Yup yup. =)) Anyway, my first trip to Tekong as exhilarating! The scene of a whole pool of botak guys in green doing warm down exercising was magnificent but it was kind of peculiar to go all the way to Tekong to see a bunch of guys doing stretching exercise when I can stretch for everyone to see on the mainland. Hur hur. Oh wells… it was still quite an unforgettable experience, running around the parade ground to look for Zhijian and Junde. =x Oh ya… I must mention the 3 guys who gave us the tickets, it was exetremely nice of them. =D

Then came Xiang’s birthday! Sweetie ah, it is not that we did not want to join the MacDonald celebration… it is just seems gauche? =x And you must really thank Gloria for preparing all these surprises for you manx. F.Y.I, we had been planning since the day you took us to the car wash. Hur hur. Hope you like our gifts ah… =DD And of course we will accept you la. No one can just let go a 7 years friendship due to such an insignificant matter because we love you for who you are and not because of anything else. Yup yup. =))

Followed by barbeque and Junde’s birthday celebration the following day. It was fun and awfully exhausting with Gerald around but Gerald and Gerlynn are such a pair of cuties that you got to love them manx. Did I mention that Jing Cai’s mom’s curry was superb!? Yeah yeah. It was yummylicious! =DD

Alrighty, here comes the recap of the highlights of this year.

Yeah yeah… it had been a… I wouldn’t say it was eventful but rather a year full of ups and downs, tears and laughters.

Did my FYP, completed my course of study and graduated from SP. Being stressed out and exhausted while rushing FYP, juggling with other modules, preparing for JLPT. Being and acting insane, amusing ourselves with Farhana, Zhang Qian and Mr. Teo Francis with just about anything and everything… heehawing at even the tiniest thing… going to SP open houses to grab all the freebies… blah blah blah. Being thrilled to have graduated without needing to retaining or whatsoever and in concurrently being poignant about leaving the school, leaving a familiar place and leaving memories. Being jumpy and anxious to get up on stage to receive my roll and to get together with my classmates for the past 3 years the last time. It’s like a rollercoaster ride of emotions for me.

Haiz… I think I will burst into tears if I continue with these things so I shall just thank this list of people… Nah. I am just lazy. =x

Mr. Teo Francis, Mr. Chu and Mr. Monar

Mr. Teo, the best project supervisor and friend. Mr. Chu, the best TSO in the school of EEE, assisted us in every way he could. Mr. Monar for helping us with our project and giving us free softwares.

Uncle Matthew, Gladys, Agnes, Jaslyn and Lina

Squashies! Uncle Matthew, the best coach la! Hur hur. Gladys, Agnes, Jaslyn and Lina, best squash companions! =)

Zhang Qian, Farhana, Nico, Daniel, Min Dzi, Xiu Qing, Qing Ting, Roy, Fabian and Jun Zhang

Zhang Qian and Farhana were the best team mates though we irked each other off frequently but we had been through thick and thin together for the past three years. Nico, Daniel and Min Dzi were ever ready to lend their helping hands. Yeah. =) Xiu Qing, Qing Ting, Roy and Fabian, my buddy classmates, started out with littlest understanding for each other but they had helped me along the way in every possible ways. Yeah. I wouldn’t have been where I am now if it weren’t because these bunch of people. =))

And Jun Zhang because it’s Jun Zhang! Hur hur. Albeit we have different frequencies, he is one of the few who are able to crap even the stupidest and most random things with me when others would have punctuated the whole conversation with silence. He’s the best manx! =D

Hur hur… I usually save the best for the last so… Here are the M.V.P! Nope, not the most valuable player but the most important peeps! =D

Ruey Tyan, Michelle, Hui wen, Slyvia, Meiwa and maybe Clement

Aiya, Clement not so important la just random. He’s my few primary school friends whom I had stayed in contact with ma. But I don’t know where he has vanished to after the shocked Clement squeezing me to clam himself down, whining he will be getting enlisted a few days later and ending of with a “YEAH!” I am absolutely clueless about his present whereabouts. =x

Chee Wai

Yeah yeah! It’s Chee Wai, my bitchy buddy! I can always turn to him when I feel dejected, when I need truthful comments and advices, when I need a listening ear, when I need entertainment… basically whenever I need a friend! Where can I get a friend that will worry about my safety when I am travelling late, when I lost my way and when I gain weight!? Ha ha! I can swear almost all my friends don’t! Chee Wai is one of the few that puts others prior atop of him. He might not have notice all these slight actions but I seriously do appreciate them. YEAH YEAH! He ROCKS! =DD

Zhijian, Jing Cai, Junde, Heong Chee, Jing Mei and Hou Teck

Junde, Jing Mei and Hou Teck! They will always try to make themselves available for you. Damn sweet la them! Love all the bitching sessions with them too! Barbarella is really depressed… some might even call it devastating. Hur hur!

Zhijian ah? Nothing to say about him la. So next Jing Cai! Hur hur! No la! Zhijian the best satay cook! Mr. Nice with a pitch of queerness and humor. He lugged my board all the way from Sengkang to Boon Lay when it’s pouring cats and dogs! What more can I say?!?!? Yeah yeah! =DD I love Jing Cai darling the most la! Cause he bought me present from Hong Kong! Of course that isn’t the only reason la! Hur hur. He is brilliant in a lot of ways which awaits for himself to discover. YEAH YEAH! Jing Cai ROCKS too! =DD

My dearies! Xiang Zhou Kok!

Love them till bits! =DD Will miss Xiang profusely when she departs for Australia manx. Haiz… =(( Buy me Havanas hor! Size 6/7 NOT 8! I got petite little feet! =P Oh oh oh and also the papaya with weird name! =P Ah Zhou and Kok Kok ah… only left us le. Sad depress… let’s go for the IPL to cheer ourselves up! =x

Lastly, my endeared family. Though showing it in action isn’t my forte but Yes! I love my mommy and daddy! In a way, Chinese is an odd bunch of race. They express their love to their family in a passive manner. Oh wells! Hur hur!

Alrighty la. Got to turn in and hit my sack! Spending my last day of 2008 cycling! COOLNESS! =DD Toodles! =DD

2008-12-12T11:30:00.003+08:00

What was I effing thinking to actually presume that you have a sense of guilt!? Your skin is so thick that nothing can penetrate.

Squash, this morning, was good vented all my anger but it came tumbling back in on my way home. A bitching therapy session with Chee Wai is required soon. As much as I am afraid that he might nag at me, but it seems like a way better option than seeing Danvin’s face on a sunny Sunday.

Toodles.

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2008-12-12T00:19:00.005+08:00

All that you have been doing is taking and not giving. An ungrateful selfish bastard you are indeed. A 'thanks' will kill. Your point is taken. My utmost sincere apology if I had been a nuisance to you. If you are feeling guilt-striken now, YES, I am talking about you.

2008-11-16T00:04:00.012+08:00

I was believing in you,
Was I mistaken do you mean?
Do you mean what you say?
But I rather you be mean than love and lie.
I rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I rather take a blow at least then I would know.
But baby don’t you break my heart slow.

The words to Vonda Shepard’s, Baby, Don’t You Break My Heart Slow. A gush of sourness rushes through my heart every time when I listen to it and my eyes will be brimming with tears. Ally McBeal’s soundtrack was the first ever CD that I bought. A series that is somewhat like Grey’s Anatomy but it about lawyers and more for comical relieve.

Anyway, Happy Birthday to this list of people!

My buddy, Chee Wai! (08th November),
Hou Teck =D (10th November),
My sweeties, Slyvia and Kok Kok! (11th November) and
Huiwen (14th November)!

May all of your wishes come true and to Chee Wai, hope that his luck will change as he starts this new journey ahead. Yup Yup. =) Whoa… so many November babies! Weird! Does people likes to give birth during November? =x

The report on White Tiger attacking the cleaner was pretty terrifying. But who in the right mind would actually jump into a tiger den!? Hello!? It’s T.I.G.E.R!!! No matter how tame it is, it is still a carnivore!! And the cleaner actually walked towards those tigers to lure them!? Insanity!!! But then again, ended off with a “Goodbye! I’ll never see you all again,” I reckon the cleaner in fact does want to end his life. Oh wells… such peculiar things do happen. =x

Never knew twisting and turning could tire me out so easily until today’s training. Ha ha.

The problem with fairytale is that they set the girl up for disappointment. Back to my XOXO Gossip Girl! =) Toodles.

P.S. I think I deserve more than merely ... I’m hurting. Trying to let go. Goodbye.

2008-11-06T00:39:00.008+08:00

Change has come to America!

Yes, they can!

Yeah! Congratulations to Obama for being elected as America’s first African American president! =D

An excellent leader he will be. Being able to sell himself out to the whole of America where majority white populates and convinced them to put their trust in him was not an easy task especially when he was the underdog at the initial starting of the league.

A few months back, in CDL, I was in the elevator when I overheard a few Caucasians discussing who they would vote for. 5 out of 6 were supporters of Hillary Clinton and agreed in unison that Obama lacked experience.

Standing where he is now, he worked tremendously hard for it and I deem he well deserve this place. He will get America together and lead them through the crisis. The world economy depends heavily on the US so I hope the world economy will get on back soon then I will be able to secure a job once I graduate. Hur hur.

Oh wells, I must also comment on John McCain and Sarah Palin. They also did better well and hang in there till the end. Yup yup and a word of advice for Governor Palin, she is way too good to be one of the Pussycat Dolls! =x

I am not a fan of politics and I got to admit that I fell asleep while Barack Obama was making his victory speech, acknowledging his supporters, campaign team and family, it was a pretty long list! But somehow this US Presidential Election Campaign captured my attention. Singapore’s election has never been this exciting but we do have a brilliant Government governing Singapore! =D Yeah yeah!

Speaking of Obama, Billy Bombers has this Obama meal or something which I reckoned Jun Zhang was having it 2 weeks back when I met him at Jurong Point on his Nights Out. It comes as a set I think and the soup was errr no comments. I was starving so I stole a spoonful from him! And you know… everything tastes good when you are hungry! =DD And Ho Ho Ho Horlick knows him too! Turns out they are in the same platoon or something! And Ho Ho Ho Horlick told me that Jun Zhang is the CPC for the time being I think? Some platoon commander thingy. It will be rotated someone else sooner or later anyway. Ha ha! =x

Both Jun Zhang and Ho Ho Ho Horlick have some common traits in them which make them admirable. The two of them takes extreme pride in all the things they do. Sure, everyone yearns to get through their lives with a breeze and not facing any difficulties blah blah blah. Hur hur! Who doesn’t!? I know I do! However, though landed with strenuous job and these two guys do complain that it is tough but they still give their best shots and aiming to be the best. Hur hur. And that is what I supposed, got them to this place. =x I don’t know how true this statement holds but this has always been my impression of them. Yup yup. =D

Hur hur! Whooa… I suppose all my friends know each other. Great! So now they can gathering around and bitch about me. =x Hur hur nah! Ho Ho Ho Horlick is too nice to do that! =DD And I haven’t have nothing for them to bitch about anyway! =x I ain't that interesting. Wahahaha!

Jun De is back from some jungle or Per-something Camp I guess, some place which I will never know, but YEAH! =DD Eh… no no no… not back on the mainland yet though but Jing Cai is back in Singapore! Double YEAHs! =DD Have you ever wonder if people name forests and jungles? Hmmm… I do know they name deserts. Sahara Desert! That is the only one desert I know. Back in secondary school, Geography, whenever they ask for name of the different places, I would put all the desert as Sahara Desert cause you ought to get one right for sure. And it always does the trick! Wahahaha! =DD

Went for yoga just now. Gosh! Those people are confusing me! One moment said I have got a balance of 5 lessons and then now I have got a balance of 3 lesson when I thought I should have a balance of 2 more lessons! Weird! Oh wells. Membership going to expire on Monday but doubt I will be renewing it imminently. I shall save that sum of money for the IPL or something thingy. Ah Zhou! Save me a place ah!!! =P Inform me just before the price is about to increase manx! =x And thanks for psycho-ing me to buy that top ah! I fancy damn a lot la! Luckily it didn’t get scanned out like the out piece. Shit those people from Miss Selfridge! Hor, Ruey Tyan hor!? Wahahaha! But I got to do something about my this thinking-too-much-before-buying habit. =x

George Watch '08! =DD Yes! One of the best segments on Ellen’s show! I am literally glued to it! Ha ha! =DD The Clooney Trap! =DD

Latest buzz! As foreseen, NP just defeated SP! Should I be happy or sad? Hmmm! Okay, feel sorry for the boys team but not so sorry for the girls team! Ha ha! But anyway getting silver isn’t that bad! =DD

I know! Got to have a tete-a-tete with myself before sleeping tonight. Okay, I know! It’s getting creepy here. And I know! Too much of Rachel Ray lately! I know! Ha ha! Toodles! =DD

2008-10-13T17:34:00.018+08:00

Looking at those photos taken a few months back, evoked memories of good O’ Poly times! =))

One month before the NAPFA test, amid of rushing FYP, we were also grabbing the Buddha’s leg in hoping that we might miraculously pass our NAPFA test to get the Crumpler pouch! Hur hur! But I guess the once per week training did not work very well… ha ha! =x

Then came our FYP presentation which fell exactly on the same day on Farhana’s birthday and coincided with the first day of Spinnovex as well. =x 20 minute before the presentation, we celebrated with her with the strawberry cake we bought at food court 3 which surprisingly tasted quite well! And we tried to bribe our co-marker, OJ Chang a.k.a the Korean man with the cake which only scored us a B! Shouldn’t have given him that piece of cake! =x And he spent 1 full hour to tell us the story of iceberg when we were just there to look for Mr. Francis Teo. =x But he’s still quite nice la. Yup yup. =)

The guy who has the blow-shape hairdo whom I’ve circled in yellow is Han Chun! Hur hur! Chee Wai’s buddy! I think he’s a much heavier smoker than Chee Wai. Okay, the story behind the picture was… we were waiting for Chee Wai’s arrival after Embedded practical, he asked me to listen to Panic! At The Disco and there I was fiddling with his phone which is somewhere in the picture, scanning through his playlist and inhaling secondhand smoke. Not only does he smelled like he just smoked, even his mobile has the concentrated smell of nicotine. But that doesn’t mean he’s a bad guy. He’s also nice la… and and did I mention RICH!? He can afford Fred Perry from top to toe without working! =x He is also one of those few guys who looks good in super skinny white jeans! =x You know those skinny jeans which is ultra slim cut and skin tight!? They just simply accentuate his skinny long legs! =x He is so skinny that even those Hollywood size zero female celebrities will be jealous of him!=x Oh and he owes me songs! Shall ask from him when he comes online next time but I can’t remember which few songs. =x

And there the jumping shots, we were in the NOC, a place that stores all the servers for the school, experimenting the multiple shots function on Farhana’s newly bought by ahbang birthday camera. Hur hur! Though all those havocking, fortunately, we did not bring the whole school system down if otherwise, Wendy will murder us! Wendy is the technician whom Chee Wai brands as the lao-sai-face T.S.O.! Ha ha! He even commented that the horrifying Wendy which I scribbled out of rage was prettier than the real person! =x

The pizza and drumlets were just random pictures to fill up the space. Hur hur! No la! We lunched over at the school’s Pizza Hut and it was Zhang Qian’s treat in celebration of the completion of our project after we handed in our joy and pride, the CD on the left, which is a compilation of the materials of our whole project. But that did not mark the end to our FYP as well still need to chiong the logbook! Ha ha! However we still didn’t have our full attention on the logbook which was due the following day. We drifted our mind on to make a thank you card for Mr. Francis Teo. Hur hur! Quite apologetic towards Mr. Francis Teo as it was quite ugly but it’s way better than the card I drew for Jun Zhang last year for his birthday. =x Paiseh la. I've only manage to pass my Art once or twice in secondary school but then… I was the best artist among them! Therefore they have got no other choices but to bestow me the honor of drawing the card! Bwahahaha! =P

Lastly, the HOLY PILLAR! Yes yes! Farhana’s and my favorite pillar in the whole school which makes us feel and look so skinny! Hur hur! Omg! I am damn skinny la! Wahahaha! =x

Hur hur. Reminisces… =))

Chee Wai just rang me up to bring me the delightful news that his appeal was successful! YEAH YEAH! =DD Coolness! =DD But let’s hope he won’t be so stupid to turn down the offer. =x Hur hur! He's my only friend who looks extremely emo but at the same time, contradictively, cheery and bubbly.

Hmmmm… just as Jing Cai, Zhi jian and Heong Chee are doing physical training, Jun De is at home watching TV! Ha ha! Jun De is damn lucky to fall sick at the right time la! Ha ha! Jing Cai and Zhi jian aren't feeling well too... hope they are getting better. =DD

Medic Daniel to the rescue! That the lastest news from him after the appalling striptease stun that he pulled at Night Safari! I still can't help but to guffaw at the thought of Daniel taking of his clothes onstage and roaring! =x

Channel 5 is pretty slow! They are just only going to air Desperate Housewives Season 4 when I am starting with Season 5! =x Gaby and Susan so poor thing. I still like Susan to be with Mike. Haiyayayaya... Second season of Gossip Girl is getting exciting! Awesome! =DD

Oh wells. Got to go! Meeting Ah Zhou and Kok Kok for dinner! =DD And that Xiang actually forgotten our date! Humph! Boo!

Toodles! =DD

P.S. I still haven’t catch my Mama Mia!!! =((

2008-09-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hi there earthlings! =D

Just a random note…

I deem Chee Wai is my unluckiest friend??? Three misfortunes in three consecutive days. Oh wells… there isn’t anything that I am capable of helping, so I guess I will just pray for him then. He requested for me to pray every single day but I see if I free ma first la. Wahahaha! Some kind of friend I am. =x But really do hope that he will be able to get through this catastrophe of his. =x

Met out with Jun Zhang, Xiuqing and Keru over the weekend at MIND’S Café to play board games. Pretty fun. And for once, there is a game I can win! Wahahaha! Total coolness! =DD The obsession for the night was Jun Zhang’s enlarged mans’ breast! =x Hur hur. And today is his birthday, so Happy Birthday ah, Jun Zhang! =DD Poor thing he got to spend his birthday in camp. =x

Yes yes, not forgetting Yi Han! Long time no see! Dine with Kok Kok and him on Sunday. Quite queer and extravagant for some who goes to a restaurant to eat char kuay teow! Ha ha! =x

Ahhh... Joseph's smile still makes me melt... Wahahaha! =DD

I shan’t be going out for these few days cause I look like a chicken. Damn it! ARGH! Angriness! =x

And in my honest observation, during this operation, found a complication in your heart so long.

I’m out for now! Toodles! =DD And Happy Birthday again, Jun Zhang! =DD

2008-09-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings! =D

Happening day tomorrow will be! Zhijian, Junde and Heong Chee will be getting enlisted tomorrow! Tomorrow will also be our beloved Minister Mentor’s birthday day and my dad’s lunar birthday! =DD

The primary point of my post today is, Zhijian, Junde and Heong Chee will be setting off to a-not-so-far-but-far-away-enough-to-be-missed island pretty soon! I am confident that they will do fine. Jiayous ah, guys!!! =DD

MM Lee is celebrating his birthday tomorrow too! May he be blessed with rosy health and hope that he is getting on back well! =DD

Yeah yeah! And not forgetting tomorrow is my dad’s birthday as well! Not sure why but my parents only celebrate lunar birthdays. Hmmm. Pondering what I should get him. =x Oh wells! =x

Alrighty! Out for now! Toodles! =DD

2008-09-12T03:01:00.012+08:00

Updated.

Jing Cai will be getting enlisted in just a couple of hours manx. Approximately 5.5hours! =X Anxious for him manx! OMG! Praying hard that he will be fine inside. But I affirm that HE CAN DO IT! YEAH YEAH! =DD I am so going to miss him! =x

And here are the photos for Jing Cai’s birthday! =DD Since he has already came out with this, I shan’t drain down his effort ya!? =DD Hurhur!

Isn’t Gerald a cutie!? Awww!!! =DD Hmmm. I shall make my montage maybe later today ba! Yup yup! =DD (Uploaded)

Met up with Zhang Qian and Farhana just now! Caught up quite a bit… and Zhang Qian was wearing a skirt and make up! I think I must have been sleeping till noon lately that I missed the bizarre scene of the sun rising from the west!? =x And I bumped into Gladys too! Hurhur! =DD

Hitting the sack! Oh ya, did i mention that Jun Zhang and Nico had P.O.P.-ed out from the egg!? Okay pretty lame. =X Ha ha! Toodles! =DD

2008-09-08T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Wahahaha! My strings finally broke yesterday!!! Awesome! Wahahaha! Sense of accomplishment eh!!! =DD

Exhilarating week ahead to anticipate! =D Jing Cai’s birthday and getting enlisted, Jun Zhang’s P.O.P and gathering over the weekend and of course my newly stringed racket! =DD

Yeah yeah so as I am typing now, the time is 1206am, so HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, Jing Cai! =DD WHEEEEEE!!! =DD

I’m out! Toodles! =DD

P.S. I hate you. Sappy.

2008-08-28T23:58:00.003+08:00

Just a quickie while waiting for my simpsons to load! Wahahaha!

Ommm… back from yoga, and I feel very much stretched! Haha! =DD However, kind of depressing upon hearing the news that following week will be my yoga instructor’s last lesson as she will be going on to pursue her further studies. She was one of the reasons I renewed my membership. Oh wells… =(

Anyway, Tyra is back on Channel 5! =DD Elated! In my view, Tyra is such an inspiration to all the women out there! Her fashion tips, her So-What campaign, educating ladies to love themselves for who they are and at the same time maintaining a healthy lifestyle, I just love her! She is my motivation to keep up with my wholesome workout regime (which I’ll try my best to stick to =x) and she’s my source of confidence. But sometimes she reiterates the So-What campaign just a bit too superfluously that I often doze off on the couch. =x I still look up to her though! =DD YEAH YEAH! =DD

And YES YES! It's David Archuleta that's playing! =DD Off to read my book before I go to my slumber land! Should be able to complete it within tonight! Toodles! =DD

2008-08-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

Ello earthlings! =DD

AAAAHH CHOO!!! WOO WOO WOO WOO! =x

Going to be down with flu soon, I reckon. Perhaps it’s due to the jog in the rain on Saturday and the walk under the rain on Sunday. Can’t stop my mucus from flowing out. =X Oh wells… hur hur!

The summer festival this year was okaaay… there were oodles of mouth-watering food, many cute cuddly Japanese baby boys but no hunky Japanese guys. =x

Celebrated Jing Mei’s birthday on Sunday! Hur hur… as per normal, shall post up the photos once I’ve received. =DD And the Strawberry Shortcake was heavenly! I have been dying to try it since like forever?! =DD

Jing Mei showed me this which reminded me how much I love Spice Girls as well back in primary school! My favorite is Baby Spice and comes Posh Spice! =DD I think I was telling Jing Cai a month ago while we were going for lunch that Farhana, Zhang Qian and I would always go to our FYP lab and replay their songs again and again, repetitively, while doing our FYP! Wahahahaha! =DD

Looks like everyone has been infected by the 90s fever! WHEEEE!!! Even Mr. Tong told me that he has been listening to BSB, Nysnc, A1 and all other 90s bands for the whole of 2 months! His bunkmate has been playing it every single night. Wahahaha! So Xiang, it’s not kua zhang lor! BLEAH! =P Oh ya,and his P.O.P will be on the 09th September! Aiyaya! Super fast la! Seemed like it has only been a week or two since our last dinner before he went to Tekong! =x

Anyway, hitting my sack le! Toodles!!! =DD And Ah zhou! The body scrub isn’t effective la… =((

P.S. It was spectacular!!! =DD

2008-08-18T00:26:00.011+08:00

Have been reading my past entries from eons ago… I couldn’t help but to grimace in astonishment. I marvel what was going through my mind on that spur of moment. Not only does it send shiver through my spine, I weren’t able to recall some of the things that I mentioned in those entries. Occasional of smiles do come along though. =) In particular the Junkai’s encouragement entry, it does leaven me up a little after the horrendous training yesterday. Yup yup. Good senior he is! =DD

Whilst reminiscing, I’ve put together a recollection of my favorite 90s boyband songs! =DD Backstreet Boys and A1 are the best! Nsync didn’t really appeal to me but I do like a couple of their songs. Clement and I crazed over Backstreet Boys back in primary school! Wahahaha! =DD And I just adore BSB’s “I’ll Never Break Your Heart” la! I even planned to play it on my wedding back then! Hur hur! =x Oh wells… juvenile silliness! =x

Favorite 90s Bands

Enjoy the music folks! Though I know a couple of people like Mr. Tong, Jing Cai, Kok Kok and Jimmy don’t always appreciate my taste of music but oh wells!!! Hur hur! Toodles! G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S! I think Jun De and I are damn hip la! =DD WHEEEEE!

P.S. I shan’t have and will not include you in my plan.
P.P.S. Don’t push your luck too far, dearie...

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This I Promise You (Spanish) by NSYNC and Son by Four. FYI, Son by Four is a Latin group who sang Purest of Pain which later, Coco Lee did a Mandarin rendition, Baby Dui Bu Qi.

JC is extremely HOT inside la! I’ve always thought JC is cuter and sings better than Justin but I wonder why Justin seems more accomplished now… hmmmm… =x

2008-08-11T02:43:00.002+08:00

Greetings earthlings! =DD

Played games with Uncle Matthew yesterday after training! Total coolness! =DD He let me quiteeee a fair bit though. =X

Apart from the thrill-killer, Saturday morning workshop, the chalet was a tremendous blast! =DD Had a tingling bit of gloominess and relucted to check out. =x Will be uploading the pictures as soon as I receive them. Yuppies! =DD

Alrighty, countless of things happened lately be it to me or people around me. Everyone seems to be in a state of mental agony and perturb. Certainly there ought to be downfalls, lack of luck for some period, everything came crushing down upon you en masse, but I never was and never will be a believer of whammy life. It’s just you might have overlooked some of the little blessings that you have around you. Need not be fame or wealth. It may be someone or something! Bits and pieces of your life, give them some cogitation! Life definitely will not be oh-forever-so smooth-sailing, rocks and bumps bound to be here and there and there for now. In times like this, try to think about these puny things that bring you joy, instead of occupying your mind with your misfortunes which will only suffocate you and add on to your misery. Sure it is always simpler to be said then to be done but I make it an effort to put it to practice la.

Wahahaha! I think I sound like a great philosopher leh! =P

Finally managed to jabber with Mr. Tong ever since he went to Tekong! Omg! I can’t wait to see a hairless or rather bald and fat Mr. Tong! Wahahaha! =P

Oh oh oh! My beloved coconut tree is calling out for me! So toodles!!! Off to my lala land! =DD

2008-07-30T00:41:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings! =DD

Alrighty! Honoring my words, so here are the photos! =DD

Birthday Celebration (21st June ’08)

Sentosa & Mr. Tong’s Farewell (06th July ‘08)

Yeah yeah… I was being mummified. =X Damn worn-out that day but was awesomely fun! =DD And you guys see the 2 different posed Mr. Tongs!? Picture 1 results in Picture 2 after playing Catching and Eagle Catching Chicks around Vivo. =X

East Coast Park BBQ (20th July ‘08)

Cycled before the BBQ started. Tainted my legs, had a tough time getting rid of the stain. =X Jun De and Jing Mei were the sweetest la! Compromised with my slow speed! Wahahahaha! Then Jing Cai and Zhijian kept cycling back to wait for me. So sweet of them hor? But they never want to go cycle with me again. =( *Sob sob* That Kok Kok and Heong Chee hor, only see them at the beginning and the end of the journey. Boo boo. =X

Anyway, Xiang ah, where’s the guy you said going to intro one huh? Hurhur! =P I want handsome tall rich and nice one hor! =P

Wahahaha! Now for the BBQ, let the pictures speak for the day itself ba! =P Not I want to sing praises for my twin, but Zhijian will be a super good daddy and husband and a even better SATAY BOY! Hur hur! He should go open a satay store at Lao Pa Sat after he retires! I will go patronize him de! Wahahaha! =P

Hmmm… shall rant the next time round, lost the feel to blog. So oh wells! Toodles! =DD

P.S. I've been farting since after dinner but nothing came out after warming the toilet bowl for half an hour. =X
P.P.S. Ah Zhou ah! You have yet to send me my birthday photos norx! =P
P.P.P.S. 2.5 more days! I CAN DO IT! I ROCK MANX! =DD

2008-07-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Been a while since I updated but oh wells! Ha ha! Went to East Coast Park to learn cycle for the past couple of Sundays! And I officially declare that I know how to cycle! WAHAHAHA! Total coolness! Apart from Xiang’s helpful advices (acclaimed by herself =X ), 99% was my pure intelligence! Hurhur! =DD

Barbequed at East Coast yesterday as well! =DD Shall post up the photos when I am free, including Sentosa’s photos, Mr. Tong famous last dinner *choy choy*, my birthday celebration and Slyvia’s farewell dinner. Yup yup. Tons of things have happened over the past few weeks. Mr. Tong, Kenneth, Ho Ho Ho Horlick, Ivan left for Tekong and Mr. Tong needs to suan me even just before he departs to get torture on the small island. And my Slyvia dear have gone over to Perth. HAIZ! Pretty upsetting! =(

Oh wells anyway, lunched at SP with Jun De, Jing Cai and Heong Chee! WHOOOOOO!!! MISSES!!! The Foodcourt 4 Malay stall uncle still remembers what I usually ordered la! Kua Lebeh! Aiya unsure how to spell it but meaning more gravy! Just enough to soak all the rice! Yeah! That’s how I like it! =DD Saw OJ Chung eating with Dave Chong! The Director bought coffee for the Korean man! Hiek hiek hiek! =P

Just finish Gossip Girl season 1! Serena Van Der Woodsen Super pretty la can!? =P It's a must-see show! =DD

I shall and I will win this game of Great Pretendence and Verbal Warfare! YEAH! I ROCK! Chee Wai ROCKS with his lao sai pills! YEAH YEAH! =DD

I’m a heartbreaker I’m a heartbreaker! Thanks to Xiang and now this song is stuck in my head since last week! =X

Toodles folks! =DD

P.S. I'll need to be more alert to my surrounding now that there's this 1million bounty for capturing Mas Selamat! =X

2008-06-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings! =DD

When cycling with Jas yesterday! WHEEE!!! Fun! =DD Kept crashing into people and trees but I think I am rather good for a beginner! Requires more practice though. =P Though there are humongous bruises on both my legs but it is better than having serious abrasions. =P

Christina jogging with us this coming Saturday! How cute!?!?! I just love Richard and Christina la! =DD Random stuff… I intentionally hugged Christina cause I want to tio chicken pox! =P

Went to Zara sales!!! WOOTS!!! Bought a white jeans and tank top which Juju, twin and Ah De commented ugly after psycho-ing me to buy. ARGH! Thanks to them as well that I stinked of random assorted perfume for that whole day. =X

“Just message me,” the sweetest thing that Chee Wai said to me just now la. His genuine sincerity that I sensed from his text message almost jerked my tears out la. Damn that chao ah beng la. =X Hur hur. At least I know where to turn to when I am in despair. Yup yup. =)) My best brother la! =P But Chee Wai knows too many of my deepest darkest secrets… I might need to silent him one day… hiek hiek hiek. =P

Going to Slumber-land soon… toodles… =D

P.S. I look ugly in Jun De’s photos. Not going to post up le. Wahahahaha! =P Kids la! Still more to come, if got I pretty one then I post. =P

2008-06-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello dudes and dudettes!

Had a BLASTING BIRTHDAY thanks to all of you! =DD

My beloved Juju and Kok Kok gave me an unplanned shock on the day itself la! That Juju ah… haiyayayaya… kept saying “I don’t care” on the way to work then chang chang chang chang! Kok Kok was standing there! Wahahaha! Damn sweet of them la, acting a spark of color to the already awful day! =P

Kok Kok then surprised me again with Ah Zhou in the evening! And Juju knew it was coming all along! Ok anyway back to it, Ah Zhou la! Going out going out… going out to freak me out right!? Those cakes were superlicious! YUM! Hur hur! Kok Kok, Ah Zhou and Xiang got me a clutch! And Xiang blabbed out even before I unwrapped the present! Cute la Xiang… =DD Love them, love the treat, love the clutch and I just love surprises la! Wahahaha! =DD

Kok Kok, Juju, twin, Jun De, Jing Mei and Heong Chee celebrated with me yesterday! Had a blasting great time with them! =DD Juju, twin, Jun De and Heong Chee gave me a set of tarot cards… whoooo… creepy… but then I wanted it all along! You know there are times when things are out of your control and you will have the urge turn to all these type of mediums? Yup yup! It’s cool la! Then next time I shall set up my own store outside the Guanyin temple just as they suggested! Who want to be my first patron!? Wahahaha! Jing Mei and Hou Teck gave me Godiva chocolates!!! WHOOOAAA! I have never tasted Godiva previously la! WHEEEEE!!! Overjoyed! =DD Shall share it with them next time when out with Hou Teck. =DD

Celebrated with Mr. Tong, Keru and Xiuqing just now over NYDC! Love the mudpie! =DD It’s a pity Keru and Xiuqing refused to eat la! So Mr. Tong and I gobbled up the yumylicious Jedi Mudster! LOVES! =DD Breathless by Shayne Ward! Nice song! Heard it over there. Mr. Tong likes it but refused to admit it! He then asked me to send him the song after Keru Bluetooth-ed to me. Keru and he ah… damn funny la. I think they must be some sort of rival in their previous life. =X Mr. Tong got so paranoid after I gave him chocolates! He thought I was leaving for where else. Should have seen the expression on his face! Hilarious! =P

Can you guys see the heart? The leftover of the mudpie! Mr. Tong made it but he later then quickly affixed “accidentally de” at the back of his sentence. Humph! *Pouts* Wahaha! But I must quote!!! He said “birthday girl pretty ma,” wahahaha! If he doesn’t he will suffer a horrible death! =P

Adding on to the post…

Went out with my girls yesterday! Slyvia, Huiwen, Michelle, Ruey Tyan! Enjoyed a scrumptious dinner at Seoul Garden! I was extremely bloated la! And we were enjoying songs from our era! Had tons of fun gossiping la! Thanks for the presents and the Elmo cake!!! =DD

Before I end, I will to acknowledge Kok Kok, Michelle and Keru. Kok Kok for planning everything for me especially when you have to juggle both different sides, I know it’s damn tough. Yup yup so thanks sweetie! Michelle, while Slyvia kept postponing the date, it is not so easy to get hold of Huiwen so thanks ah! =DD Keru for getting everyone out when it’s damn difficult to compromise with everyone’s schedule in particularly our Mr. Tong’s forever-happening-schedule. =P =DD And of course not forgetting to thank my dearies, Ah Zhou and Xiang, JUJU!, twin, Ah De, Jing Mei, Heong Chee, Hou Teck, Mr. Tong, Xiu Qing, Slyvia, Michelle, Ruey Tyan and Huiwen! This will be and is one of my best birthday celebrations! Thanks so so so so so much! =DD

With much love, XOXO! =DD Toodles! =DD

P.S. I kind of took 3 different days to write this post so yup yup… the dates are a little peculiar. =X

P.P.S. Will post up more photos once Ah Zhou and Junde have sent me. =P

P.P.P.S.
Don't stress don't stress don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress don't stress don't stress
'Cause we gone and we gone and we gone
No stress no stress no stress
Girl you deserve nothin' but the best (YES! I deserve nothing but the BEST!)
No stress no stress no stress
Girl you need to tell him that I'm leavin' (YES! I’m leaving and never coming back again!)
Never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more makin' you cry no more of them grey skies
Girl we flyin' on a G5 G5
And we're leavin' never lookin' back again
So call your shawty and tell him you've found a new man
The one that's so so fly the one that keep you high
Have you singin' all night night night night night

2008-06-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Today is my last day being 19! And I spent it while working, being traumatized by juju, getting 50 bucks, watching The Simpsons and blogging… hur hur… =P Oh wells…

In just a couple of minutes I am officially going to be a TEEN-ager no more. Pretty depressing… anyway this shall be an emotional post as I am bidding farewell to TEEN and reluctantly welcoming the TIES. Oh wells… back to reality… time does not stop and life still has to go on. Yup… so I will like to thank this list of people who have accompanied me through my youth years. Oh… that sounds really old. =X

Anyway… here they are…

First and foremost are my mom and dad! =DD Thanks for feeding me until so sweet, lovely, smart, cute and adorable. Wahahaha! =P

Primary school…

Clement: Hmmm… I am not going to thank him for those head concussions that he was liable for but thank him for always crapping with me for 9 years! =P
Jun Liang: My primary school best buddy! =DD For cheering me up every time especially while we were working together after O’levels. =DD
Meiwa: My primary girlfriend! Hur hur! =DD

These are the bare few that I am still in contact with, on MSN and do chat. =P Come to think I have known all of them for 9 years! That is like super long! Hur hur! =P

Secondary school…

My honey bunnies, Xiang, Kok Kok and Ah Zhou: Love them! =D They are the bestest besties that anyone could have! =DD
My sweeties, Slyvia, Michelle, Hui wen and Ruey Tyan… =DD
Yuan Han: Updates me with the latest songs and trends! =P Chic… =P
Mr. Neo Beng Seng: My beloved form teacher! Hurhur! With a mixture of like and detest, I still like to thank him for everyandwhatever things. =P Ruey Tyan and Hui wen said that they felt he doted me extremely. Ha ha. =X
Mr. Poh Yong Beng: The sweetest guy I know! Making me falling in love with Chemistry! =DD But he always refuses to entertain my lameness. =P

Polytechnic…

Mindzi, Nico and Daniel: My best guy friends in class! Forever lending me an assistant hand when I was in trouble. =DD
Zhang Qian and Farhana: My FYP team. Been through thick and thin together. Two days before the start of last semester exam we were still chiong-ing the FYP logbook. =X Special gratitude to Zhang Qian as she has always been there for me through the pass three years. Hmmm… most of the time. =P
Xiuqing, Qing Ting, Fabian and Roy: Nagged me to study for tests and special thanks to Roy for helping me with the class chairperson work as I tend to be quite messy most of the time. =P Hurhur and Roy is the only guy I know that allows me to hit him with a packet of socks around the Adidas shop. =X
Chee Wai: Sends me song and more songs! =P Tolerating my whines and complains. =P Entertains me with his nonsense act. =P Hur hur!
Jun Zhang: His voice has got healing power! No matter what he says, he is able to comfort me when I feel dejected. But definitely not when he sings. =X Bwahahahaha!
Eric and Keru: They are damn sweet la can!? Eric listened to me asking how how how how for 1.5hours when my computer tio virus and pei me join the same GEM. =P Keru always organizes the meeting for everyone’s birthday and she made my day on Monday! Hur hur! =P
Uncle Matthew, Gladys, Agnes, Jaslyn and Lina: My squashies! =DD
Juju, twin, Jun De, Jing Mei, Heong Chee: For uncertain reason but I like hanging out with them =DD

Hmmm… is there anyone else… oh! Ivan, Kai Ting and those whom I am unable to recall… thanks to every single one of you that I feel being loved. =)) Yes… incapable of expressing my heartfelt appreciation to each and every one of you with words due to my poor command of English so pardon me for using back to basic English. =P THANK YOU ALL SO SO SO X GAZILLIONS MUCH! =)

Oh this post seems pretty crappy but heck! Got to turn in so toodles! =DD

2008-06-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings! =DD

Zonked out over the weekend…

Chee Wai is like one of the funniest guys I know la!

Scenario:
Chee Wai finished his first stick and throw it on the ground, while getting out this second stick, this guy approached him. Thinking that the guy is in need of a light, he held out his lighter for the forthcoming guy. The guy then requested for Chee Wai’s IC. Presuming that the guy thought that he was underage and smoking, Chee Wai replied that he was 18 years old!

For goodness sake!!! Chee Wai looks older than 20 la! Ooops! =P Hurhur! =P

Hung out with my sweets just now! =DD They were too embarrassed to walked alongside with me with the balloon in my hand. And Roy gave me a fright la! Hurhur! Xiang Xiang boo boo! Go PC show never go with us. =(( Oh yah... bumped into Derek at Suntec yesterday. =P

Damn, I hate hypocrites… but I guess I am one too… =X Being in CDL, other than being more thick-skin, I have also learnt to lie without blinking. Lily passed it on to me. =P

Oh wells... I think I am damn fillal la can!? I bought my dad a belt as Fathers' Day's present! =DD I am glad he likes it. =DD

Intended to catch Pushing Daisy but Channel 5 put it at a very bad timing. =X Toodles…

2008-06-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Dined with Nico and Daniel! It was filled with so much of laughter that my tummy is still aching now! Hurhur! Daniel did a striptease at Night Safari, onstage, in front of audience of about 200 people when he does not want to take off his shirt at the beach! Hurhur! Pretty quirky isn’t it!? Ha ha! I can just picture Daniel removing his top, showing off his manliness and roaring like a lion!

Nico and Daniel were rather clever I would say, they figured out my motivation of asking them out. Hurhur! =P Anyway I shall heed their advices… yes… wait till I am older. Time will and shall heal everything. =)

Bastard! Ivan, Nico and Daniel agreed in unison.

Oh wells… Clement is entering NS tomorrow, Nico on Saturday… manx… that is fast… =( I still recall playing badminton with Clement in primary school during recess time and he deliberately aimed and smacked the shuttlecock on my head; he would also hit my head with the recorder during music lessons! Hmmm… with all those head concussions, I guess that how I become so dumb. =X

Toodles…

2008-06-10T23:54:00.006+08:00

How 'bout a round of applause
Yeah...
Standing ovation
Oohhhh... yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah...

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

[Chorus]

And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Lets hear your speech ohh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

[Chorus]

Got hooked onto this song lately… highlighted some parts of the lyrics that is hmmmmm interesting? Hur hur… oh wells.

Thankfully Derek’s call made my day. =D He found me a 6.50bucks job but I am kind of committed at the present moment? Oh gosh! I have yet to reply him though. =P

My dad was really cute! Wahahahaha! He bought me a la bi xiao xin birthday cake! =P

Random... Mariah Carey is REAL HOT! OUCH! Don't you just love her!? Cause I DO!! =DD
http://video2.channelnewsasia.com/cnavideos/multiplevideos_no_watermark.asp?skin=player1.swf&bgskin=playerbackground.swf&filename=080609_ptm_mariahcarey.flv&adfilebefore=cna%20video2.flv&adfileafter=&playmode=S

Been ailing for the past few days… Lalalalala… XOXO... Toodles. =)

P.S. There’s a certain selfish part of me that’s unwilling to let it go and it hurts badly. Annihilation.

2008-06-08T23:19:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings! Alrighty… just alert those who are not much of a reader, this is going to be a really long post. Nope I am not going to narrate some lengthy grandmother stories, just pretty eventful over the past couple of days. Yup so here it goes…

As I was telling juju and Ho Ho Ho Horlick, I got lost in the middle of Singapore! It was not the first time though… =X I shall not go into the details but I almost walked all the way to the expressway! When I noticed I was nearing the expressway, I was like SEI AH! And I turned my back around and walked back to the stop where I alighted to find out that I dropped off at the wrong stop! So I continued walking and walking and when I finally recognized something on the map, I still could not find that damn place. I was so irritated and tired that I decided to flag a cab. The cabbie kept telling me it was just behind the behind blah blah blah but I was as lost as a headless fly la so the nice uncle offered to hitch me a ride! Wahahahaha! Thank god! =DD I consider myself damn impressive la can!? Plus the journey from RELC back to Orchard, passing along those creepy forest blah blah blah, I walked about 3Km on Friday! BEAT THAT Ah Zhou! Wahahaha! Ah Zhou was drained out just by walking from Tanjong Pagar to Raffles. OOOPS! =P

Oh yah, before heading over to the RELC, went back to SP to get my Japanese certificate, alas it was closed for some renovation stuff. Wasted trip, not totally! Hur hur! Went to the engineering block toilet! Gosh! I missed it! So bright, clean and dry and with the lemon barely smell… SWEET! Even the water from water cooler tasted sweet! Misses school la! =X There was this weird lady who came to me for directions, in fact there were 2! One even gave me a job offer! Oh wells… ha ha! =P

Met out with Slyvia, Michelle and Huiwen in the evening. Slyvia honey is leaving for Perth next month! I am going to miss her dearly! Hopefully we are able to gather one more time before she departs… =( Though elated for them, it is still kind of upsetting everyone around are leaving… =(( oh wells I suppose it is inevitable, friends going their own separate path. *Depressed* Lalalalala! Chee Wai has got to repeat one year. Poor thing... Haiyoyo... =X

Oh wells… let’s brighten the atmosphere here! I have got this humongous red ball mark on my thigh and Jaslyn must have used 80% of her strength while hitting that shot to leave me the bruise from yesterday noon until now… =X

Bumped into Mr. Oliver Ong at food court 5! Wahahahaha! Never did I know he plays squash! COOL!!! I daresay I will be seeing him more often! Wahahaha! He will be bringing his son down for squash lesson every Saturday! =DD And he invited me to go back for WWSS homecoming. Oh wells! Let’s see again… hmmmm. =P

I saw Clement as well! Wahahaha! I felt like telling him he was pitching my fats when he gave my shoulder a real hard squeeze. Hmmm… I presume I gave him too much of a shock? Hur hur! Oh wells! Anyway he is getting enlisted on Thursday! He gave ridiculous excuses for not turning up for NAPFA. Hur hur! Little do he admitted that he was just plain lazy to go for the NAPFA test! Wahahaha! It was like so obvious la! It is impossible for him to fail NAPFA la. Hope I didn’t look bad in front of him… I hadn’t comb hair after showering… hurhur! =P

Submitted my appeal for both NTU and NUS… =X Hope those hours that I spent writing were well worth. =X *Praying* Anyway, I would like to acknowledge these people who helped me with my appeal letter… Kaiting mommy, Ho Ho Ho Horlick, juju, Michelle, June and Yuan Han! Wahahahaha!

Digging out my Operating Systems notes for Chee Wai… haiz… =X Muscle ache shiok! Lalalalalala!!! Toodles! =DD

2008-06-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

Uptown girl
She’s my uptown girl…
You know I’m in love with an uptown girl… my uptown girl…

Lalalalalalalalala! This tune just popped into my head while working. Hurhur! Apparently it is now stuck in my brain! =P

Hmmmm… still brooding about which course I shall appeal for. And darn! The deadline is on Thursday!

Oh wells… =((

Toodles…

2008-06-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Juju and I were being accused of slacking just now by some random HR lady. Curses! We were just having our toilet break! I am pretty sure toilet break isn’t anything against the rules and even the law! I don’t see why others are able to chatter along the corridor and we can’t! Curses! ARGH!!! That lady must be out of her sanity! Whatever!

Anyway, juju brought me to explore the second level! Freaky! Thank god it was well-lighted while I was there! Lalalalalala! It will be like those creepy hallways that appear on those horror movies if it the light is any dimmer!

Hmmmm… wanted to update on my thoughts of leaving the school but lost my inspiration to blog le. So shall update next time then! =P Oh yah! Got to catch up on my reading! My English is kind of retrogressing and that’s really bad! =X

Lalalalalala! Toodles! =)

2008-06-01T23:54:00.001+08:00

Hello earthlings! I’ve typed this entry on Microsoft Word yesterday but I was too caught up with my show to post it.

Alrighty mates! Sad to say but we’ve officially graduated from poly and stepping into the next phase of our lives soon. But right now I would say it is the intermission of my life where I am unclear and trying to sort out which path to will lead me to a brighter future.

Oh wells… anyway, I think I am going to miss school terribly. Went back to school in the evening on the day of the graduation ceremony and toddled around the school. While passing through those engineering blocks, main library, squash courts and food courts, flicks of rushing projects, crapping with TSO and lecturers, bitching and cam-whoring with Zhang Qian, Farhana and Fabian, bumping into Kenneth all around the school, embarrassing Mr. Tong by shouting for him from across, random random with Chee Wai… every inches of the school lies all my three years memories and leaving this place just make me devastated that the climax of my life just ended as soon as it started. I know it's kind of old but I have to say this... it just feels like yesterday when I first entered into SP. =(

I like the photo with Farhana cause there is one cute guy behind us! =P l like the one with Roy and Fabian as well! Finally a one-time-okay picture with Fabian! I like the one with juju and Zhi Jian and I love the one with GERALD! Damn cute la can!? =P

Haiz… oh man! All this are tearing me up! Damn I hate those tear-jerking Korean dramas! They aren’t very helpful when it comes to cheering one up. I hope those uncles wouldn’t catch us using the squash courts illegally so soon at least then I can go back to school once per week. Haiz!

Adding on to the post. Went Ah Zhou’s house to play mahjong just now! Wahahaha! She cook dinner for us leh! Lalalalalala! Gloria and Chen Jialiang joined in. I think Chen Jialiang is my lucky star la! With him, I won 3 consecutive rounds leh! The other time during Christmas as well! Okay okay it might be too early for me to label him as my fu xing so let’s see if he brings me luck again till next time! =P Bwahahaha! And sweetie, Gloria was fine la! Way much better than the previous impression. No worries mmkays!? =D

Though Kok Kok may disagree with me, but I think what Gloria did was right lor! People dented your car you still say never mind! That auntie just walked away with an unbothered look on her face leh! She knew she bumped into your car and didn’t even offer an apology and just walked away, pretending to be oblivious about it! So what if she was carrying a baby!? Carrying baby will mute someone huh!?

Oh wells, I’ve said my piece hurhur…

Lalalalalalala! Oh ya! I missed the chance to take photo with Mr. Tong at the graduation ceremony and he blames me for not asking him to wait for me. BOOOO!!! So I will paiseh him by announcing to the whole world that he has a lot of unglam photos on the school website! And one with his saliva! WHOOO!! GROSS!!! Lalalalala! =P

At times being ignorant is good… =X

Got to hit the sack manx! I am so going to be late tomorrow morning! Sei ah! =X Toodles! =X

2008-05-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

Freaking frustrating! Irritated at work, which I shan’t elaborate on, and got pissed by some random stranger with his ungentlemanly act.

I hate guys that snatch seats on public transport! Don’t they know what does the quote “Ladies, first!” means!? What’s more he snatched MY place!!! MINE!!! Damn that gay man!

HELLO!?!?! First of all I am a lady which is kind of obvious cause I was wearing a damn skirt! Secondly, I was wearing heels! Though it’s only about 3.5cm high, but it’s still lifting me 3.5cm off the ground! Imagine you tip toes for 9 hours and still have to stand another hour before you can finally get home to rest!? Damn that gay man!

GAY MAN GAY MAN GAY MAN!!! That’s all I chanted through out the whole train journey. I bet those people around me must have looked at me in horror just like when I stare at those people murmuring to themselves on the street. =X And the gay man must have sensed the evil aura around him that he kept turning towards my direction but who cares!? GAY MAN!

Sorry for my lack of vocabulary but DAMN I HATE GAY MAN!!!!

Toodles.

2008-05-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

Hello dude and dudette… today was Richard’s and Christina’s last day before they head back to Korea for vacation… manx… I am going to miss them over the next 3 weeks. =(

I swear I shall never again sleep at 3am the day before squash training! Lack of sleep really does affect one’s performance. =X

Ellen's 50th birthday celebration, I thought Xiang might like to see this. =) Don't you just love Ellen? But I love Ryan more. =P

A couple of stuffs that are bugging me recently… oh wells… anyway Jun De is going to be my lunch buddy real soon!!! YEAH! Ecstatic! toodles… =D

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2008-05-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

La la la la la… took a day off today, went lunching with my juju and Monday is going to be a public holiday! SWEET! =D

Juju bought me Hello Panda dip! Wheeee! =DD Then popped by CPF building to settle some account matters but I haven’t got a single clue to how I got locked out of my own account when I keyed in the exact same password! Weird!

Whoooo and I finally found out the name of the song which I have been looking for! Thanks to the courageous me! Lousy liew lian!

Met up with my sweets a couple of days ago… hurhur… Xiang bought us back Spongebob Squarepants!!! All the way from Australia! You don’t know how much I adore Spongebob! (Maybe I should just marry Spongebob =X) Thanks sweetie! *HUGS*

Shall update tomorrow! Hitting the sack soon! Toodles! =DD

2008-05-11T23:53:00.004+08:00

Mingling with Richard and Christina makes me realized that time passes so fast that I can’t hold on to it, aging with time, losing valuable things.

It is the child-like innocence in them which I see that envies me the most and wishing to go back in time. Having your parents to protect you and create the delusion that the world is a perfect place, having nothing to worry about, living in the imaginary haven. Though this point worries Christina’s and Richard’s mom but this is also the one thing that makes them special.

Today is Mothers’ Day, I believe Christina just gave her mom the best present in the world yesterday. Christina helped me cleared up all the things and moved aside to closer me so that her mom was able to sit with us, you can just tell that her mom was extremely touched that she hugged Christina so tightly. So I presumed it’s the first time that Christina has ever done this? =X It’s a pretty heart-warming sight.

It’s such a simple thing that made Christina's mom so elated but I doubt I will be able to do it now.

So until when a time machine is being invented, GIF remains the best invention for the year for it being able to clean the stains on my racket! =P Hmmm but on the second thought, will time machine serves human good? I wonder.... =X

I’ll leave you with Ken Hirai’s Pop Star for now and watch out for his killer wink at around 0.15! It made me almost fainted and it never fails a single time!

Toodles…

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2008-05-11T03:24:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings.

Gosh I am such an asshole! Whatever… vexing…

I need a DINOSAUR HUG!

Do I trust anyone in the world? That’s what Lina asked me this morning during training.

Though I might say that I don’t trust anyone but the fact is that I tend to place too much faith in everyone that makes me seems too gullible.

Training was good, Christina gave me apple gummy and per usual made me rice cake out of squash balls and Richard wanted to be a F.A.T instead of F.I.T. Hur hur. Cute, aren’t they?

Went to ate zhu chao for Mothers’ Day celebration and my mom was extremely exhilarated that she need not give a single cent but feeling kind of apologetic towards her as I wasn’t in a particular good mood recently but still I love her la.

Turning in. Toodles folks. Haiz… =(( *shall continue this post later today*

2008-05-04T19:27:00.009+08:00

Squash training as usual yesterday. Perspired so much that it soaked up my shirt. Supposed to run 10 laps but ran 7 and cheated of Uncle Matthew 1 round cause I walked the last 400m. Guilty-stricken as I could be but the heat of the sun was killing me and was overly drained out by the drills.

I have caught a Korean jing gui xu! Recalling Uncle Matthew’s incident last we, Richard promised to marry me if he were to disfigure me. Bwahahahah! Ah Zhou said that I pian xiao hai. Hur hur… but oh wells… isn’t he cute!? Hur hur oh ya! I remember I agreed to walk down the aisle with my nanny’s son when I was about 3/ 4 years old!

Christina is just as bribable as me! Bwahahahaha! She started to hold my hand everywhere she goes after I gave her the chocolate I promised her last week. She actually remembered it and ran to me and asked for it the moment she saw me la! So cute la!

Oh wells… I guess I do look like their big sister! =X

Then met up with Kok Kok to go lunch with Ah Zhou and do free facial! Then we were joined by Jun De who initially had the intention to do facial with us but was too paiseh in the end and he made me knocked down the wall which I hope it did not get Ah Zhou into trouble. =X But I had no idea the wall fell until the rest all gave me an astonished face. =X

Coincidentally we bumped into Zhi Jian and Jing Cai so we decided to dine together. Whoooo I wonder why these two are always hanging out together… hmmmm… hiek hiek hiek. =P

Anyway I bought the NUM bumble bee flip-flop which cost me a bomb la. Something must have gone wrong in my mind while I decided to get it la! And I think those guys at the store must have found me really weird. Oh well but luckily the guy who witnessed I unglamorously kicked the mirror was not around else he might just dial the Woodbridge number. =X And Kok Kok bought tons of her Yamapi’s stuffs… aiyaya… =X

Chilled at Starbucks! LOVES the Chocolate Cream Chip but the stupid Jing Cai spoilt my drink with the cinnamon powder! BOOO!! Zhi Jian made a STAR using the STAR-bucks’s straw for me! Bwahahahaha!

Oh yah and I made every single one of them to take photo with me after my facial to show that my face was glowing with radiance. You can see their unwillingness from Zhi Jian’s mai mai face ya!? And Jing Cai looked as if he was siam-ing away from me… =(( Am I that scary? *Sob sob* But I like the one with Jun De cause it seems I am the Snow White and he’s the Bao Gong! Bwahahahahaha! =P

Hmmmm… alrights… I guess that pretty much summarized my weekend. Yup yup and Kenneth alerted me that he’s a wolf and that I have to bring along a parang when I go to his house to have our tom yum maggi mee picnic! =X No worries! I will bring TWO! =P

Oh… the pictures I promised from Yi Han Han’s birthday last Sunday! =DD

Before I end off and get questioned by some people, this entry contains some fictional details. Yup yup! Toodles! Going for dinner and back to emo again. =X 3 more weeks! YES! I can do it! =X

P.S. A bunch of lalalala uncovered my well-kept but not really a secret secret. Okay need to lose weight and save money! In desperate need of money! =X

P.P.S Yesh our beloved Xiang is away in Australia and I am anxiously awaiting of her return to get our presents! =P WOOTS! And muscle-ache feels damn SHIOK! =P

P.P.P.S Jing Cai starting work tomorrow! Kok Kok so good got lunch-buddy. =X But anyway jiayou manx! Keep me treated! =P

2008-04-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

Don’t you guys think that it stinks when people give you empty promises?!

If you think that you wouldn’t be able to make it or even if you are lazy to go, just find some excuse to push it away or just reject it! Why bother to lie through your teeth and give others fake presumptions?! “Should be okay,” “anything,” “see how again” and even saying okay and backing out last minute, all these are getting on my nerves!

Outrage!

Toodles…

2008-04-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

Bad day at work today. Haiz. Should I ask for early termination?

Oh well. Sudden urge of ice-cream craving so had ice-cream for lunch and tummy feeling awful now. Nah… I don’t think it’s at fault of the ice-cream but I keep farting now. =X

Yup yup. Went out to celebrate Yi Han Han’s birthday, shall upload the photos once Kok Kok sends me. OMG! Yi Han Han owns the super nice Burberry wallet! Shit him!

Toodles… =(

2008-04-27T02:57:00.005+08:00

Lousy day for squashing today but oh wells… still had blasting fun! Gladys and Joseph were there! Gladys and I were expressing our displease towards our work and bosses. Her boss was like creepy can!? OMG! Joseph wanted to join in our bitching session but something happened. Joseph bought one of those kidney bean shape water bottle which you can see in those wu xia xiao shuo drama except that it’s modernized with a plastic sucker back which I dropped and don’t know how to screw back from China and it’s totally cool!!! Bwahahaha! And he just went to China to serve those China workers water but what was most funny was the way he asked. Pointing at the kettle, “zhe ge,” I was laughing like mad! Oh wells… I still love his smile la! =DD

Christina was real cute today! She said she’s a dinosaur and Edmund is a tiger! I have promised to get her 72% chocolate next week. Bwahahaha! But Richard wasn’t quite himself today though. He accidentally injured Uncle Matthew and can see he’s really petrified la. Poor thing… he was sobbing lightly. What was most coincidental was I just got those antiseptic alcohol pad and plasters from some random guy I bumped into and he was holding a miniature first-aid kit. Bwahahaha! Then after training, Gladys and I went to Clementi to have our lunch and had another round of story-telling. Wheeeeee!!! Miss Gladys la! =P And we both agreed that spending 3 bucks can be just as full as spending 20+bucks!

Went to NUM Flipflop yesterday to accompany Jun De’s friend to get sandals! Bwahahahaha! Damn paiseh! I kicked the mirror (not on purpose) and just when I thought no one noticed, the guy walked over and asked if the place was too squeezy? Then I was thinking “WAH!!! SEI AH!!!” and I kept apologizing to him while he explaining to me and he finally shut me up by saying “it’s okay the mirror isn’t his!” =X Before leaving something happened again then I apologized again and he asked me why I kept saying sorry. Sei ah! I laughed it off and said bye! Then he said “see you again!” and I was thinking hope I’ll never see you again! Damn embarrassing can!? While I was running out, Jing Mei’s slipper slipped off my feet then I quickly wore it back and ran away! Praying that no one would have seen this part!

Anyway, turning in! Meeting Yi Han Han later on! Whee! =DD In the meantime, enjoy Mariah Carey's Love Story! =D

Toodles! =DD

2008-04-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

I did something really bad today… I hung up my big boss’s call! But I have totally zero intention of doing so! I don’t know what happened. Shit… I’ve got this really bad feeling about going to work tomorrow! There is a high chance I will be screamed at early tomorrow morning. =X

Dear Lord, please just let me peacefully get over this remaining 5 weeks in the company!

For some reason I don't know why my two months has got 9/10 weeks!? Shouldn't it be just 8 weeks!?! And it seems like the number of weeks just keep increasing everytime I count! =X

Toodles… =X

2008-04-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Oh no!!! I’ve broke my own curfew! I came home after 10pm! And it’s all Mr. Tong’s fault! Waited for him for an hour and half! Oh well… at least him came, three pathetic souls!

So while waiting for him, Keru and I was damn worried about him la cause he's like really late and we can't get in touched with him but we still shopped anyway! Hurhur! Found a shop selling all kind of Japanese snacks and Keru went bonkers! =P

Dined at Waraku Pasta and I accidentally added just a little too much salt for Mr. Tong while I was getting back at him for adding salt into my pasta. =X Out of guilt I offered to buy him another one but he refused just to make me more remorseful and he kept making the mypastetasteawfullysalty face at me! ARGH! Evil him!

Keru and I grilled him with a series of obnoxious girly guy questions but he still gave deep thoughts before answering! Bwahahaha! Good boy! =P I think guys thoughts are like really deep!? Then Mr. Tong replied that I am the one thinking too much! YA RIGHT!!! He was the one who said it’s common sense of course Spongebob can’t lift anything up, a sponge has got not bones and muscles when I told him the Spongebob lifting a twig with two marshmallow episode. Look who’s the one who thinks too much!?!? Hello!?! It’s just a cartoon! =P Hurhur… anyway feeling so much better after chatting with him! =DD And he’s entering NS either on the 9th or 10th July… =X

Oh wells perhaps I really needed this gathering though I will emo on Sunday evenings.

Oh yah, went out with Cheryl in the noon. Hurhur… she’s really cute. =DD

Toodles… getting back to emo-ing.

2008-04-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is Saturday Squash Day! YES! Richard and Christina were damn adorable! Christina made me a rice cake with a basket of squash balls! Richard’s face was green with jealousy when I praised Christina… hurhur! OMG! They can’t be any cuter! Snapped some pictures of them while they were training… hurhur… shall upload it up next time. =)

Went down to rent the graduation gown with lalalalala. =D Gotten a GUESS watch for Jun De and the box to contain the watch is super pretty! And we saw Randall Tan! Tall, handsome and angmohish!

Going out with Mr. Tong they all later, kind of lazy cause it’s a Sunday evening. Gosh.

I am such a moronic ass! YES! I know where I stand now!

Oh wells, toodles.

2008-04-16T23:40:00.001+08:00

Hello earthlings!

I’ve been holding papers that worth millions of dollars all this while without me knowing it. And I just might be a paralegal! How cool is that!?!

David Cook did an excellent rendition of Mariah Carey’s “Always Be My Baby”! =DD

Toodles…

2008-04-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

For once I am high spirited on a weekday night!

My colleagues said I underage leh but for which I took it as a compliment. =P

Wheeeee!!! Met up with Kok Kok, Jing Cai, Zhijian and Junde! YEAH!!! They assisted in finishing up my junk foods! =DD And they made me looked like a nutcase girl. =X

Toodles… =X

2008-04-14T17:23:00.004+08:00

It’s 520pm now. What am I doing online how!?!? YES! I SHOULD be at work but I took half day off from work. Feeling too sick to continue, a horrendous migraine plus blocked nose plus non-stop flowing mucus plus itch throat plus my irritating aunt (how nice). Oh wells… but one good thing happened on my way home. There were these two cute guys (fyi, they are friends) who took the same train at the same place with me! Bwahahahaha! But we alighted at different places la. The one in black who sat beside me got super huge and nice eyes!!!! Hur hur!

Oh wells… going back to take my nap since Kok Kok is not online. =X

Kind of sad still got to get back to work tomorrow… toodles… =((

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2008-04-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes some things just weren’t meant to be yours, so just learn to accept the fact that it’s not fated to be.

Oh wells, as predicted down with fever and flu but no one cares…

Shall heed Kenneth’s and Kok Kok’s advice of sleeping early tonight and I need to cook tom yam maggi for Kenneth in lala land!

Toodles…

2008-04-13T01:18:00.005+08:00

At about 1am, Kenneth popped out of nowhere and crapped with me. Honestly, I was extremely excited la! Misses him can!?!? And he said he misses me too! Bwahahahahaha! I am on cloud 9! Played a latenightsuppertomyammaggimee prank which I thought had gone out of hand and only to find that I was the one being fooled when Kenneth commented “new way of getting number!” ARGH! But Kenneth certainly does know how to make a girl happy! He will be going to Bangkok on a vacation from 17-21 April and he promised to get me presents!!! And he will give me a big big birthday present!! For some reason I trust him cause he always keeps to his words of getting me chocolatesss! =DD

Went back to SP for squash later in the morning for squash! Uncle Matthew praised my service! WHEEEEE!!! And gotten an extra one hour complimentary lesson! =P 2 hours of squash and I perspired more than running 2.4k! Bwahahahahaha! But kind of sad that the Korean kids were absented. =((

Got back home in the afternoon to recharge my battery and caught “Tian Shi Wo Ai Ni,” the local movie with Qiu Ze and Chen Yirong I think. Then I cried cried cried then bathe bathe bathe then had dinner over at the Crystal Jade Kitchen with my parents. The food was at the passing borderline but the price was eye-dropping.

Then I headed to Marina Square to meet up with Kok Kok and friends. WHEEEEEE!! Ecstatic! Had fun and a couple of embarrassing moments. We played squash against the pillar! YEAH!!! But I am still unable to figure out how in the world did I manage to fling my pot away and how evil of Jing Cai for him to disown me after I accidentally tossed the pot away?!?! =X And now Jun De has my ahem! Oh manx! =X But those guys are really poor things la. They should in fact go down to the Ministry of Manpower!

Today is also Yi Han Han’s birthday! HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!! Bitching with Yi Han Han now! WHEEEEEEE!!! Haven’t caught up with him for AGES!!! Hurhur! Meeting him out soon! 26th/27th! Kok Kok get back to me which one of these days you will be free okay!? =DD

Saturday has came to an end… oh wells… at least I did enjoy my day to the fullest. =DD Going to be down with flu soon... maybe in a few hours time... oh wells! Toodles… =))

2008-04-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

A sense of delight that’s what I felt after every toilet break. Not because I am relieved from my businesses but because there’s something in that company that makes me felt connected with. Sunlight Toilet Paper! Xiang Xiang!!! =DD

Squashing tomorrow morning! =DD

Toodles… =)

2008-04-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

I was playing tennis using golf balls with Clement in a tennis court, then we started throwing golf balls at each other and after we ran out of balls we started hitting each other with rocks. Then we were at the scene of the supermarket, still throwing stones at each other and giggling when Kok Kok and Jing Cai came into the picture and they wanted to buy some tubes of bloody thingy and started spraying at each other. =X

What a peculiar dream. =X

8 hours of standing in front of the shredding machine to shred a cupboard full of documents and will still be continuing to shred papers tomorrow. Paper-cuts everywhere. Thankfully Kok Kok’s chocolate made my day. Need to restock my chocolates for tomorrow’s battle.

This is no good. I NEED TO RUN!

Toodles…

2008-04-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Guess what!? My mobile number is the first prize number for 4D today!!!

Oh god!!! I should have picked up the habit of buying lottery la! Then I would have struck and I could have breached my contract!

Anyway, whoever that have bought my number today and won, please split half with me ah! =D

Toodles… =((

2008-04-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

I’ve found my lunchtime buddy! Does everyone remember the Jonathan I mentioned before!? Though he can’t speak nor hear, he still picked up Japanese and badminton!? The brave soul whom I really respect and whom Xiang thinks is really shuai!? Yes! He’s the one! And he always honors his words!

Had a bad day at work. Oh wells. Saw Yong Kian just now so tomorrow will be a brilliant tian! Bwhahaha! It rhymes! I think I am inspirational la! Hurhur. Just keeping myself motivated. The moral encouragements and money motivation I’ve collected over the weekend had worn off.

Toodles…

2008-04-07T23:38:00.001+08:00

WHEEEE!!! I did a good deed this afternoon!

Alright this is how the situation went…

I was waiting for my xiao long bao to be served and this angmoh ordered some beef rice noodle thingy. He wanted to take away and the china guy didn’t understand the angmoh and kept hand signaling five dollars. I was about to speak for the angmoh when the china guy diverted his attention to me and followed by the angmoh. Then I go ‘oh, ta yao da bao.’ And the china guy went murmuring to himself and his mates. The angmoh and I burst out laughing and he asked me how to say take away in Chinese. Blah blah blah… funny funny funny. =P

Back to the spirit of emo-ing. Toodles. =((

2008-04-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

Went to Vivocity and had a drink with Jaslyn.

Popped by to look for Chee Wai to get me some chocolates!!! =DD

It was when Chee Wai greeted me so warmly that the sudden weird thought came gushing through my mind. How long will our friendship remains? Will he still be happily greeting and willing to get me chocolate if we never contact for half a year? I was surprised by the way he reacted but really glad la. Hur hur. =DD Okay anyway I pondered about those questions on my way home. And the answer is our friendship will continue for as long as I need him to buy chocolate for me! Hur hur… kind of bad. Kidding la. I really have got no answer to that question.

Shall continue next time… going to emo. Toodles. =((

2008-04-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

Saturday is always my favorite day of the whole week!

Lalalalala! Went back to school for squash and Uncle Matthew wasn’t in a particularly pleasant mood but oh wells… still had fun! =D Played with the Korean little kids! Richard and Christiana did some pretty random actions which were randomly cute la! Gladys and I were laughing hysterically at their randomness. And Gladys is getting prettier…. =P

Met Kok Kok and headed to Vivocity and we bought tons of chocolate! Though it is sinful but it’s good for our heart, body and soul. Alright… maybe not so much of the body but 2 points out of 3! Majority wins! =P It’s a pity that the rest didn’t join us but I did bought white chocolate for Jing Cai and green tea chocolatessss for Zhi Jian! * Evil smirks* =P

Oh and there’s this thing that I want to blog about! I saw this super gay guy yesterday! He was dressed in tight top, hot-pants, high heel boots and was carrying a handbag, going around staring at others and saying ‘don’t see see huh!’ Oh gosh! My jaw dropped on the spot! Edmund did an exact imitation of the ‘don’t see see huh!’ Spastic la he! =P

Super deadbeat… toodles… I miss Ah Zhou and Xiang… =((

2008-04-02T23:31:00.001+08:00

The roses I got from the bridal show are still standing strong! Okay… maybe perhaps just one of them. =X And miraculously, the one which is still standing tall is the balding one! (Thanks to Jing Cai and Zhi Jian for its baldness @#$@%@#%) I thought it would not be able to survive till the next day after nearly becoming petal-less!

I deem I know why the other one is wilting! Zhi Jian is the culprit! He poked his index finger into the core of the flower causing the flower to delude itself being trampled on and losing its will to struggle for its survival!

I presume I am highly intelligent can!? I managed to set up the database which the whole department had been trying for months in just 2 days!

I suppose Kok Kok will be having her interview in a couple of hours… all the best manx!

Going back to emo… toodles… =((

2008-04-01T23:34:00.003+08:00

I am going to get married!!! I know it's April's Fool today but nope! I am not pulling your leg! It just requires just a little more time though...

Oh God! I am more determined as ever to hook up some rich, nice and handsome guy and get married!

I was narrating my displeasure and my plan of becoming a rich tai tai to my mom when she gave me a wicked laugh and commented, “wait till strike 4D la!”

Oh wells… emo emo emo emo emo… toodles. =((

2008-03-31T23:26:00.001+08:00

Why do people have to work to earn a living and to keep the economic striving? Why does the society need to modernize? Why can’t people keep living in the primitive age?

I think the world will be a friendlier and nicer place to leave in if humans live in olden world when people use goods to exchange for goods. Sea shells are evil! The first person who thought of and implemented this idea of using money to exchange for goods is a sinner!

Money is the root of evil but I love and need money! I guess I am evil as well… oh wells! I am ironic! =X

Random thoughts of mine to express my condemnation towards working.

Emo-ed and emo-ing… toodles… =((

2008-03-30T01:49:00.001+08:00

Lalalalala! Dropped by school to meet Jaslyn and to hit a few balls with myself. =X

Met up with Kok Kok and went to SIM to verify our documents.

Set off to Cityhall with the intention of going to the Bodyshop warehouse sales but the queue was super long.

So made our way to Marina Square to meet Jing Cai and Zhi Jian! =DD

WOOTS!!! Guess what!?!? I am not sure how it happened but we went into the Buffalo David Bitton’s Fashion show! And we made it to the front row seats!!! FYI, front row seats are meant for VIPs! Bwahahahaha!!! =DD Upon sitting down, champagnes was being served up to us! Bwahahahahaha!!! Super cool! I was damn excited, Kok Kok was damn paiseh and Yuan Han is hopping mad now!!!! And most of all, free goodie bag!!! And Jing Cai’s foot opener is still with me! Bwahahahahahaha! SHHHHHH!!! Hurhur! WHEEEEEEEE!!! =DD We went for all 3 shows, bumped into Junde and his mommy for the second show and got roses for the last one leh!!! =DD Hurhur!! Then I gave them to my mom and she was super elated la! And those roses are inside the dark soya sauce bottle now! =P Junde and mommy super cute la! Bwahahahahaha! =DD

I have got no idea wassup with Zhi Jian la! He walks so fast that I need to run and keep pulling up my pants in order to catch up la! =X

Oh… it’s Sunday now… emo-ness is taking over me again. Emo emo emo emo emo… =((

Toodles…

2008-03-28T22:44:00.001+08:00

Emo emo emo emo emo... but TGIF!

Haiz... bearly made it through these 3 days... wonder if I will be able to survive for 2 mentally torturous months!? Oh Lord!

Toodles. =((

2008-03-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

The Derek rang me up in the evening and offered me a job at CDL, doing some legal admin stuffs.

Oh my… I will be starting work tomorrow! I am really scared! What if I am not up to the job expectation? What if I can’t clique with the people over there!? OMG! SEI AH!
It’s damn terrifying!

Went down to apply for SIM with Kok Kok this morning. Haiz! Hope I really do get a place at NTU!

I better hit the sack soon… got to get up really early tomorrow to look for the place. =X

Toodles folks. =X

2008-03-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Pushed forward this week’s training to this morning. Have yet to recover from Saturday and I was damn exhausted without doing much running la. =X Oh and I fell down while crossing the road to look for Kok Kok just now! It was really embarrassing la! Not only the cars from all direction saw it, a whole bus of passengers also witnessed it! Then I pretend nothing happened and continued but my wound was like crying out pain and bleeding la.

Oh wells. Never mind about that.

Oh ya and the Korean siblings are damn cute can!? =DD The brother was begging me to watch him play on Saturday! He went “sdgkjskhjsklhfjsg;kgsddfsg….. please please please…” and I did not catch a single word other than the “please please please” and I went “huh??? Oh okay…” and I followed him until Uncle Matthew asked him want does he want from me. =X Hurhur… then I asked his sister to sit beside me and she was also damn cute la… she nodded at every question I asked her. =P

Went out with Kok Kok and gang on Sunday to celebrate her darl’s birthday and it was oh wells! Ha ha! =X

And here are the pictures I promised from my twin’s birthday celebration! =D

Confused! Should I apply for SIM?

Oh wells! Toodles! =)

2008-03-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

A man should always honor his words and not making empty promises.

Bastard! Asshole!

Random rants, toodles.

2008-03-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings! I wasn’t and am not in the mood to blog but oh wells… hur hur.
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elebrated my twin’s birthday on Sunday, shall blog about it once I receive the photos.

Caught Water Horse with Meiwa on Tuesday, it wasn’t a bad movie and kind of touching. And haven’t caught up with Meiwa since like forever?! Hur hur.

Met up with my sweets yesterday… I am already missing them especially after the dream this morning. =X

Yup yup. Toodles folks! OH YA! I LOVE JAMIE OLIVER!!! =DD

2008-03-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

Earth Wind & Fire rocks so much! But I missed their performance here for the Mosaic Music Festival 2008. =X

Anyway let’s boogie! =DD

Toodles folks! Ba dee ya! =DD

2008-03-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

Whoa… I didn’t know that Randall Tan and Melody Chen is an item!

This is like so cool!? They are perfect together la, both of them are the outgoing and sunshine type. I kind of like both of them and I think they make a cute couple. =DD

Toodles! =DD

2008-03-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

Was messing up my dad’s territory in then noon and guess what did I found!? My baby pictures! I think I am damn cute can!? =DD But I think the camera has got some problem... it made me look fat. =X The one below is my kindergarten outing and beside me are Malcolm and Zhen Wei. Hur hur… come to think of it, I almost forgot that Malcolm and I studied in the same kindergarten. If my memory did not fail me, I used to know my by the name of Hui Jun back in kindergarten and he used to have a plaited tail at the back. =X I think the three of us were good friends? Hmmm... or was it with another girl??? Hecks! Can't recall. =X

Toodles! =DD

2008-03-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

Sleepy *yawns*…

Yesterday’s stories had been haunting me and keeping me up till this morning. Barely had any sleep before heading for squash and I was super late! Oh wells! Woots! I can take back wall service! =D

Lunched with Kok Kok, went back home and dismissed the idea of going to the bank when I felt asleep on the sofa.

Bumped into Yong Kian the other day and hmmmm… he’s changed quite a bit. His once baby face has become more evolved? Hur hur! He’s super funny la. He was trying to hide his face with his paper bag when we identified each other and trying to entertain us while accompanying his girlfriend.

Bored… toodles! =DD

2008-03-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Alrights, update on my curry chicken fried rice! My daddy said it was yummylicious! Oh well, what can I say??? I rock manx! WOOTS! =D

Went for job hunting in the noon… hmmmmm… haiz… oh wells! =X

Toodles folks, haven’t got any inspiration to blog. =X

2008-03-06T16:35:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my “exercising trip” with my mommy. Woots! We shopped from 4 hours! Super cool! =DD

I bought the pair of butterfly earring that Jas has. Though I think it’s kind of big but it’s really pretty. =P

I know my mom kind of doubt my culinary skills but I am still going to try to cook curry fried rice! Inspired by Pepper Lunch’s curry beef pepper rice but due to I can’t eat beef, I will cook my own curry chicken fried rice! I shall keep you guys updated about the edibility of my fried rice but the percentage of it being fitted for consumption is rather low la. =X

Oh yah… I am going to DIY my own clutch since I have loads of jeans cloth. My mommy said that I am nuts cutting my Zara jeans into shorts. =X

Hmmmm… seems I am blogging everyday… extremely free nowadays. =X Yup that’s all folks! Going to fry my rice! =P Toodles! =DD

2008-03-05T16:38:00.005+08:00

Has been receiving this email for quite some time and I totally think that it’s a hoax la.

Hey it is tara and john (addressing themselves just by the first name is too informal and they should have cap the first letter of their names.) the directors of MSN (their designations should be at the end of the email together with their names) , sorry for the interruption but msn is closing down. this (they should have cap the first letter of every starting sentence) is because too many inconsiderate people are taking up all the name (eg making up lots of different accounts for just one person), we only have 578 names left (this reason is pretty crappy, even though the number of IP addresses are running low it still has got around 10billion of addresses to cater globally and every single network device has got to has it’s own IP address and think about how many network devices does a single person owns on the average? Printer, fax machine, routers all these are consider network device). If you would like to close your account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your account , then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. This is nojoke , we will be shutting down the servers. (this is more of blackmailing rather than urging and no company will threaten their consumers lor) Send it on, thanks. WHO EVERDOES NOT SEND THIS MESSEAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. NOW YOUKNOW WHAT TO DO. (too informal la)PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLAY (there is no such option as replay, there’s only reply). COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL. GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE THANK YOU FOR YOURATTENTION. (why are they asking people to pass around the mail instead of mass sending everyone under MSN support or whatever they call it?) It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site( http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself.Anyways once you've sent this message to at least 18 contacts, your msn dude will become blue.

This whole email has only one paragraph which is like super non-professional and I am sure anyone who has got a job in Microsoft has to be proficient in English.

And another point is if you have been to the link it provides, the article is:

MSN 'to charge user fee'

Microsoft is reportedly planning to start charging surfers for the improved services of its MSN internet portal.

The site receives 200 million visits a month worldwide, and is the UK's most viewed website.
Microsoft's UK managing director told the Independent on Sunday that fees could be introduced within 12 months. (The article was posted on February 2001!)

Any move by MSN to start fee-charging would pave the way for its competitors yahoo.com and aol.com to follow suit.

Consumer mindset

But it has yet to be proved whether the public likes the internet enough to actually spend hard-earned cash on it.

"The consumer mindset is that the internet is free," Rebecca Ulph at Forrester Research told the paper, while other analysts also express doubts that consumers will decide to make the transition to become paying subscribers.

But Mr Holloway told the paper that he thinks people will be prepared to pay about £60 a year for extra services.

Microsoft stresses that the site's core facilities including Hotmail will remain free.

Fees will be demanded for extra services that are now under development, such as an advanced filter system to protect email accounts from junk mail.

Advertising blues

The need to start charging is becoming pressing because of an expected downturn in advertising revenue this year. (not because of the availability of the names)

"It is clear that the online advertising and the click-through model alone won't generate enough revenues. We will build extra services into MSN and start monetizing this within a year." said Mr Holloway.

MSN is already thought to be running at a loss at the moment, and an advertising squeeze this year would deepen losses.

Microsoft launched a $1bn programme to upgrade the portal in October, saying that it wanted MSN to become as well known as its Windows software.

Those people who create this kind of junk mail are freaking irritating! Oh there’s another one that says that Bill Gates want to share his wealth. It’s like absolutely bonkers la! Of course I am not mad at those who forward this kind of mail cause I am one of them at times. =P Hur hur. It’s rather to be safe than sorry la. =P

Anyway I jogged around my estate just now and I think I got to X out this plan. There isn’t a route for me to jog. I complete the whole estate in just around 10 minutes and my mom told me not to run to the factory area cause there are loads of foreign workers. So I shall go back to school and run on Saturdays. =X

Toodles folks! =DD

2008-03-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

The fear of being nabbed by Mas Selamat screwed up my plan of going for morning jog today. In addition the crime rate nowadays, it’s impossible to keep my paranoia nerves down. I tend to be a skeptic about anything and everything! =X

Alright I know that was a pretty ridiculous excuse to cover up for my plain laziness but it was so awfully cold outside this morning! Even with myself wrapped in my blankie and my fan turned off, it was just too damn cold la! My toes and fingers are extremely prone to coldness la. Brrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! And they’re still icy while I am typing this entry!

I shall go run either tomorrow or on Thursday morning else I will run 4K on Saturday! =X

Anyway, went out with Ruey Tyan and Yuan Han in the noon. Yuan Han was going on and on about the way Taiwanese pronouns Starburks. Ha ha ha it was pretty funny though and Ruey Tyan showed us the MMS about Mas Selamat the police force sent. It got liew lian damn frightened la cause it was being sent in the wee hour of the night and the face was pretty scary. =X

I sure do hope Mas Selamat gets caught REAL SOON! It’s threatening everyone’s safety with him loitering around Singapore! =X Though he’s not known to be armed when he escaped but he might be armed now! So it’s safer to keep him behind the bars. =X

Toodles! =DD

2008-03-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

Good day earthlings!

Haven’t been up to anything over the weekend. Just the usual routine, squash come home online sleep stayed home. One thing extra, I completed My Girl! I love Lee Dong Wook la! I like this kind of guys! I like Lee Da Hae as well, she’s cute. =D

Anyway, I had got into this really unhealthy habit of sleeping REAL late and waking up REAL late! My parents kept nagging about it as well… I got to do something about it manx. =X Talking about habit, I was thinking of getting up my fitness scheme. I have been lazing around my house for two whole weeks since the school ended and I better plan out some stuff before I rot and gain weight at home.

Other than squashing on the weekend, I shall go for a run at least once per week. And I shall get up earlier to accompany my mom to the market. Actually that was in excuse so that my mom would pei me go strolling. And now that I am going back for driving, I shall get there earlier and walk to the driving school instead of taking the shuttle bus. Yup yup that’s it plenty of walking! Hmmmm wouldn’t be hitting the gym as I haven’t started my new package and shan’t be starting so soon and I can’t tag kok kok along to swim now that she has have a job. Haizzz… shall think about it next time as just walking and squash aren’t sufficient. Squashing, jogging, walking, driving and job hunting will start from this very week! YESH! I CAN DO IT! WOOTS! =DD

Toodles everyone! Shall continue bitching about Korean dramas with Ruey Tyan like some bunch of aunties! =P

2008-02-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

February 29th, comes only once in four years also known as the leap day.

Quoted of Wikipedia,

In the English speaking a world, it is a tradition that women may propose marriage only on leap years. While it has been argued that the tradition was initiated by Saint Patrick or Brigid of Kildare in 5th century Ireland, it is dubious as the tradition has not been attested before the19th century. Supposedly, a 1288 law by Queen Margaret of Scotland (then age five and living in Norway), required that fines be levied if a marriage proposal was refused by the man; compensation ranged from a kiss to £1 to a silk gown, in order to soften the blow. Because men felt that put them at too great a risk, the tradition was in some places tightened to restricting female proposals to the modern leap day, 29 February, or to the medieval leap day, 24 February. According to Felten: "A play from the turn of the 17th century, 'The Maydes Metamorphosis,' has it that 'this is leape year/women wear breeches.' A few hundred years later, breeches wouldn't do at all: Women looking to take advantage of their opportunity to pitch woo were expected to wear a scarlet petticoat -- fair warning, if you will."

I am not sure how reliable is the source is (plus the English is weird) but I am quite confirm that there is this tradition cause I caught the making of The Leap Years. But instead of marriage, it was said to be ask the males out for dates. I like the latter better. Hur hur it pretty absurd to ask guy for marriage and the guy has got no liberty of choice but to accept the proposal. And I belong to the old conserve type whereby I feel that some things are just meant to be left for the guys to initiate. =P Asking a guy out on a date is still quite all right though I haven’t try before… well I did ask Mr. Tong, Eric, Shamus, Jia Hui, Ming Woui and a couple of guys out for group gatherings…. Hur hur! =P

Anyway, I want to catch The Leap Years but no one wants to accompany me. Haiz. =(

Toodles… =(

2008-02-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

Went to New York New York with Mr. Tong and gang! Hur hur I’ve finally has got the chance to try it! I was not as fantastic as what I have pictured but still acceptable la. As always, I threw my unwanted food to Mr. Tong aka the dumpster, and as always, he hasn’t got a single problem to finish them! =D I seriously wonder how he stays so skinny la!

On the way back to the train station Mr. Tong, Eric and I encountered something obscene but super funny and super bouncy la! And I was being scolded for laughing out too loudly. Mr. Tong initially agreed to pei me eat Ben and Jerry’s but he has got to leave for somewhere else to accompany his depressed friend. So Keru relieved his job and pei me eat Ben and Jerry’s! =D But alas, it was closed and so we headed home. =(

Feeling so much better about my results after Mr. Tong’s consolation. And the only sentence he said was, “it’s alright la, isn’t that bad.” Funny but it’s perhaps the way he said it. There’s something about his tone that make those words sounds soothing. Ha ha. I am making it sounds kind of mushy. =X Come to think of it kind of disgusting. =X But it’s true la!

I hate Mr. Tong for pushing me to the corner seat, saying that he’s the ming xing and needs to take the center seat! For some reason I always lose when we bickers! Just when I thought I am going winning, he will always come up with something which I can’t react to. =X I hate Harry for snatch his pouch away from me! ARGH! I hate Xiu Qing and Keru for being part of the accomplice to bully me! I hate Eric for keep hitting my head to make me dumber but I have had my revenge! Bwahahahahahaha! Anyway, but that’s the way we converse and I like this form of communication. =) And I can’t possible hate my mahjong shifu, co workers, course mate and GEM mate! =D Time really just zoom pass in a blink of an eye! I have known this group of people for one year le and it was exactly last year February when we first met! I wonder how Shamus and Jimmy are. =X

According to Zhi Jian’s MSN information, they will be taking this morning 8am flight. Hope they will have a safe and pleasant trip, bringing tons of presentsss back for me! =DD WHEEEEEE! =D

Night’s out! Toodles! =DD

2008-02-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings!!!! =DD

Having a pleasant but not so pleasant day right till now! =DD I have gotten back my results. Oh well! It wasn’t so good. A A B sounds good ya? But the cumulative GPA wasn’t so good. Anyway can’t do anything about it, right now got to think of another backup plan. YEAPS! =D

Anyway Jing Cai just share a delightful news with me! He just passed his driving test! Hur hur! Feeling elated for him! YEAPS! I have got to pull up my socks and がんばって as well! =D Shall pass everything over this lengthy vacation. =)

Chilled with my sweets yesterday over at the Esplanade Starbucks! Well, okay not exactly at Esplanade it over at the Merlion Park. =D Love the atmosphere there and most of all love the people who are with me! =D

Right now I have to transform myself into the narrator and tell you about our trip! =D First we passed through Esplanade and saw the Singapore River and I have the sudden urge of jumping and so we did multiple attempts of the jumping shots! Then we played a fool on the Esplanade Bridge. Guess what!? Wong Li Lin ran on the Esplanade Bridge on the Leap Years, well so did I! Though it wasn’t in the movie and it wasn’t raining while I ran but hey I ran! =P Then we arrived at the Merlion Park and we caught this Bollywood spirit thingy which we hid behind the lamp post and danced. Ah zhou wasn’t in the Bollywood spirit thingy well she need to keep up with her chiox bu image ma. I guess everyone has seen my chou tai so I shall just forget it. =P Then at last we reach our destination, Starbucks, went to order our stuff and that staffs were weird! I mean really weird! They asked ah zhou something I think, then the lady asked me no school today? I was like uh huh. Then while waiting for our drinks the other guy asked if ah zhou and I are friends and he said ah zhou has got lovely eyes! Well of course I had to convey his message to ah zhou! =) Yup so below are some notsocrazyshots! =D Then we drop by Donut Factory on the way back home and ah zhou to her chen jialiang’s house. YEAP! That’s the end of the story. Sound kind of boring but yesterday was a totally fun at least to me! =D

Kok kok and gang is leaving for Hong Kong in a couple of hours! Manx! I am damn envy! But anyway hope they will have a trip with blasting fun! =D Hohohoho! Jun De, Zhi Jian and Jing Cai buying me back presents! Happy happy!! Jun De said he will buy food but I requested the food to be unique, as for Zhi Jian, I forced him to buy me earrings and Jing Cai I no need to ask I also on his list leh! DAMN SWEET la! =DD All of them are the nicest people around la! Alright I shall stop praising them in case they come back to disappoint me and I shall ROAR at them! =X

Got to go prepare! Meeting Mr. Tong and peeps later! =D Toodles!

2008-02-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

Got up super early because squash started super early. Today’s training wasn’t particularly physically demanding but it was the lack of sleep that made me awfully sleepy.

Anyway Uncle Matthew has these two other Korean siblings training under him who are OMG CUTE! HA HA! =DD The elder brother wanted to make friends with us but I think because of his command of English, he just came in “Who is?” then I replied him, “who is who?” and he went running to call for his omma! CUTE! In the midst of training, he stuffed two squash ball inside his protective goggle and wore it. Bwahahahahaha!

His younger sister was rather shy but also super cute with her ponytail tied up! Her name is Christina and when we asked for her age, she took her handbag and ran off to the basketball court!

Before they left they came in with a box of wheat cookie for us! WHOOOOAA!!! So cute! And they kept waving bye to us!

Proposal Daisakusen was super nice! Touching… I sobbed my way through almost every single episode! =X

Alrighties! Turning in! Just wanted to blog about these two Korean siblings. Hur hur! Nights! Toodles! =DD

2008-02-23T00:15:00.003+08:00

“Creature” by Andrew Zuckerman

Saw it on Ellen’s Show yesterday as well. Totally cool! It has some pretty fascinating pictures in it. Dropping by the bookstore over the weekend to check it out. =)

Toodles.

2008-02-21T01:17:00.003+08:00

Did this for my GEMS photo essay assignment back in Year 2 semester 2. Remember the Jonathan I talked about some time ago who has physical disability? He had been a great help for this assignment. =) And I found my flickr account which was created for this module! Hur hur! Shall link it here next time! =DD Shall talks about it next time round kind of lazy at the moment.

Saw this on Ellen’s show. This little girl is pretty amazing! =D Though I don’t feel like admitting, but she sings 1000000000000000000 gazillion times better than me! =X

Toodles folks! =DD Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh... =DD

2008-02-17T23:48:00.003+08:00

Just registered for NTU this morning in the wee hour! Wish me luck! I need every single one of them! =X

Finally played squash after one whole month! Played for five minutes on Friday! Actually I wouldn’t have even stay for squash if Joseph didn’t ask me and guaranteed that just a few of them were playing. Joseph was like super duper cute la! And as usual, I love his smile and his eyes! =D *wink wink* He was strongly objecting my choice of choosing engineering courses but I still put in anyway. Had fun for five minutes but I think age is catching up on me. I was tired out by just warming up the ball.

Then I resume squash training yesterday. My heartbeat was on the verge of stopping when I went to get the keys!!! Thank god it was the lifeguard who accompanied me back to open the squash court else I think I will be a piece of dead meat by now! While walking to the squash court the lifeguard asked me “weekends still got training ah?” and my reaction was oh oh! Shit! So I just replied back no just playing and ha ha ha my way through. And luckily Uncle Matthew was sitting on another bench at the otherside when we arrived! PHEW! But the lifeguard was funny! He can’t get the key out of the whole and he thanked me back when I thank him. Oh he even said bye before going! That weird but in order to rush him away, I replied him so I can start my training. =P

Then throughout the whole training I was damn paranoid la! I kept turning back to see if anyone came to check =X. The whole training was physically and psychologically tiring la! But anyway, Uncle Matthew gave me ang bao! WOOTS!!! =DD I actually brought along mandarin oranges for training! =P But kind of disappointed as Mr. Nice Eyes wasn’t around yesterday. =(

I’ve suddenly lost the inspiration to blog so toodles! =DD

theperfectonebutit’simpossible.

2008-02-14T01:25:00.002+08:00

Had been eating for the whole of the past week and I finally made up my mind to hit the gym in the noon and before I gain anymore pounds! =X I think something is wrong leg. It feels like somehow twisted. This time is on the right the previous time was on the left.

Caught Evan Almighty yesterday night, picked up something interesting. “If you pray for something, God don’t just give you the something. He gives to you the opportunity to make that something happen.” Hmmm I find it rather true. And it’s up to you to grab to opportunity to change.

Watched this art central show talking about how people are willing to spend on their pets and I was totally appalled! People actually spend to do a funeral and wedding for their dogs. And there’s this pet dog rental service where you rental a dog on a day basis. It’s rather crazy. Not that I am against it, I do like dog especially the Japanese Shiba =D, but I wouldn’t spend this kind of money if I were to have a dog. I think that’s for the rich. =X

Toodles earthlings! =DD

2008-02-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hello eathlings! Am I too late to wish everyone happy new year? Hmmm… but anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! =DD

Chu yi and er went to relatives’ houses and enjoyed receiving compliments and most of all ANGBAOSSSSSS!! =DD

Chu san, went to Xiang’s house! Wooooo! Tried the famous bai se lian ren! It’s superb! The white chocolate tasted like ice-cream. Umm ummmmm! =D Then she did a solo funny but brilliant cello performance! Ho ho ho! Our amazing Xiang! =DD Then came back to my house for steamboat. While waiting for Kok Kok, Jing Cai, Zhi Jian and gang to come, Ah Zhou helped me to wax my legs! WOOTS! My legs are now smooth and almost hairless! Bwahahahahahaha! =DD I will smile at my own legs when I am looking at them manx! Lovin’ it! =DD

Kok Kok and gang came kind of late so we started eating without them! Xiang had been eating abalone for all her life till now and so she was extremely fascinated by the cheap pacific calm. =X And my dad was at the side, telling them all my fictional and non-fictional bad habits. The only true one is I am too lazy to pluck my shrimps therefore my mom has to do it for me! And when I’m out, Ah Zhou will relief my mom’s work! And Ah Zhou couldn’t agree more with it. Bwahahahahaha! But I am glad my parents like my clique. =DD

Kok Kok and gang came as soon as we finished eating. =X So while they were eating, we kicked back and slacked in my room. Then we surfed the net to look at those disgusting photo of Edison’s. Eww! Then dropped by once in awhile outside to see the needs of Kok Kok and gang. Played Indian Poker after that which I don’t think it turned out to be a success. =X Shortly we left for Ah Zhou’s house as we were running late on schedule. But feeling bad for chasing away Zhijian, Jing Cai and the rest. =X Anyway mahjong-ed at Ah Zhou’s house as usual cause I am a total idiot at playing cards. Then Xiang drove us back home! Bwahahahaha! =P

Chu si, Zhi Jian invited me to his house for steamboat and MAHJONG! PONG! WOOTS! Actually I kind of scared myself as well when I shouted PONG. =X Oh! And I won one round together with Jing Cai! Never expected 2 noob-sters could win! WOOTS! Elated! =DD And it was really nice and sweet of Zhi Jian for having me. =DD

Had been watching Love Relovution over the weekend. Remind me back in primary secondary school I would always stay up to catch Japanese drama. Bwahahahahaha.

Happy Lunar New Year To All Again! =DD

Toodles! =DD